Holding on (Andy Biersack)

The Nightmares

(Andy's P.O.V)

I saw her sleeping peacefully in the Passengers seat she looked so stress free and all of the worries and bad things in her life were washed away.So I felt really bad when I had to take her out of the car and carry her back to the bus but I didn't want her to sleep in a car and I didn't want the others to get worried so I took her out of the car and carried her back to the bus.I saw the lights on there and when I knocked at the door Kathy opened it and walked out while letting me in.

"Where are you going Kathy?"I wondered since she clearly saw Jade in my arms because I saw her face light up at the sight of her but then why would she walk out in the middle of the night?

"I'm going to the pierce bus I'll sleep there I just need some rest. And Oh my god thanks for bringing Jade back Andy we'll have to talk about that in the morning but before that I suggest you get some sleep.Oh and Andy did jade do anything bad?" She looked at me with a worried expression on her face.

"Um no she was just sitting somewhere crying it really was such a lucky coincidence that I found her"

Kathy looked relieved so she bent over to where Jade was lying in my arms and carefully pushed some hair out of her face."Thanks again Andy and sleep well you deserved it"Then she turned around and walked to where some other tour busses were.

So I went inside the bus and wanted to go to the bunk part when I saw cat sitting on the table facing a very angry dad..I guess I came in the wrong moment.

"Um..Hi I just wanted to bring Jade back and tell you guys that she's fine but she's tired so you should probably let her sleep."They looked like they were about to cry out of being relieved but they luckily didn't plan on waking Jade up so I went on until I reached the bunks so I could lay her inside.I dreaded the moment where I would have to face the twins dad later because he looked so angry at cat and their dad never looked angry.

So I sat down in the bunk beside Jade and put my arm around her sleeping body while humming some tunes in her ear.

Some time later I wanted to get up and leave so I slowly removed my arm and carefully stood up when jade started crying in her sleep and she started whimpering like a small child so I woke her up before she could scream.

"Jade Jade wake up!"

She opened her bloodshot eyes in shock and started screaming into my shoulder so that it wouldn't be loud.

"Jade its okay I'm here it was just a dream.You're fine nothing is going to happen to you"

I kept in repeating this sentence and after some time her heartbeat got slower and she stopped screaming and crying.

"Andy you all left me and I ..I "She chocked on her own words and started crying again. It was a wonder that Cat hadn't heard it yet but I guess she was to busy arguing with her dad.

"Don't think about it Jade its fine now and no ones going to leave you"I hugged her even tighter if that was possible.

She was shivering like mad"But dean left me Andy and always when I moved to another place everyone left me..because I'm just to bad for this world..I can't keep up"She sobbed and I felt so bad for her right now.

"We'll never leave you Jade and you are great you can keep up with the world just have a bit more faith in yourself darling"

Then I started singing saviour to her quietly and she started relaxing and looking peaceful again.

But like every other perfect moment this one got ruined when I got a text on my phone.

It was Stacy wondering where I was.

"Um..Jade I'm so sorry but the others are getting worried about me I'll head back to my bus I'll visit tomorrow I promise"I really felt bad about leaving her like this now after telling her that everything was fine.

She looked really disappointed but nodded at me and turned her head away.

"Okay Andy and Thanks again I didn't know how I could ever repay you for everything you've done for me"I smiled at her words she just was such a sweetheart sometimes I really loved her...wait no I didn't how could I think that I had a girlfriend.

" Its okay darling you already repayed me in more ways than you could imagine now sleep tight I'll come by tomorrow"

She sighed and filled over again "Goodnight Andy"

Then I headed to the front part of the bus hoping that their dad wouldn't be mad at me for some reason..

I went heading to the door when I saw cat cuddling with her dad and he was smiling brightly.

"Um Jade is fine and she's sleeping so I'll head back to mine have a good night"I shouted behind them while leaving the bus.

And I was happy for them since I liked Cat (as a friend)and her dad was really nice I knew him because he organizes like everything here.

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A.N okay so what did ya think of that?

And because of my dear best friend Kathleen I was laughing so hard while writing this that I probably made like thousands of typing mistakes so thanks again for that.

And I didn't have more to say so stay beautiful my little band fans !

                             Monaxx