Start All Over

Hey guys.

First of all, THANK YOU!

Im no nativespeaker so please be patient. ;-)

Im a big fan of boyxboy stories so i thought, why not try one myself? Enjoy!

Don't let 'em say you aint beautiful. They can all get fucked just stay true to you! The lyrics of this song repeated in my head. He did say I was gross. He threw me out of our house. A single tear escaped my eye as I looked back at my home. My safe place. My haven. My everything. I let my bag drop to the ground and searched my pockets for my phone.

After a minute I realised I let it in my house. There was no way I was going back in there. I had to find our postoffice if I wanted to phone my friend. That was going to be a challenge. Just as I managed to carry my two bags and my laptop a window flew open.

"You forgot your phone, idiot!" he yelled and threw it out of the window. It hit the grass on the ground and ringed. "It keeps ringing, I dont wanna hear it anymore!" I swallowed hard and climed back in the garden to pick it up. "Hello?" I said in a shaky voice. "How did it go?" Raven asked me. I bit my lip but let a sob escape either way. "It was hell" I cried. Way to go Quinn, way to go. "Aw honey, we're gonna pick you up. Like I promised. Fancy doing your new room?" That was my Raven. She was a sweetheart, and I loved her so much. "Yeah" I smiled a little.

I heard a door shut and she whispered. "Hold on, the little ones are sleeping. Mom, hey mom, I gotta pick him up. I'll be right back okay? Yeah If you want. No, I'll just ask Miss. Kurth.-So Quinn we'll be right there. Just a few minutes. Use this new App i downloaded you. Its fun I promise!"

"Okay, I'm gonna sit around the corner. Bye Raven."

What kind of new App did she get me? God this girl was crazy. I unlocked my I-Phone and went to the last page. An orange app caught my eye. Wattpad. I knew this website, there was an App to?! Awesome! It cheered me up for about a minute, till I remembered why im waiting for my best friend to pick me up. My father threw me out of the house. I swallowed hard and almost started crying again. Just as the first tears started to build in my eyes, Ravens car came around the corner. I got up and smiled a little forced smile. She jumped out of the car and hugged me really tight. I bit my lip to stop the sobs from coming out.

I was being pushed in the backseat and stared out of the window for the whole ride. I think Raven was talking the whole time, but i couldn't say what she was talking about. Her Mother, Grace was sending me glances trough the driving mirror. She smiled and I tried my hardest to look like I was smiling too. As we arrived at Ravens house I got out the car and grabed my bags from the trunk. She took my laptopbag and slung it over her shoulder and kept talking. Grace didn't say anything, she just told me with her eyes to go inside.

"Hush Quinn, you gotta shut up now, the little ones are sleeping. You know where your room is. Go bring your stuff up there. Im gonna go to the basement to look for the green curtains you wanted." I smiled thankfully at her. Yeah like I was the one talking. ;-)

I finally made it up the stairs with my whole luggage. I let it drop to the floor. Just as I wanted  to sit on the ground to take in my new room, I heard a little scream. I smiled a little bit and got up once again. I got in the room and took Avery real quick so he wouldn't wake up his sister. He yawned and opened his gorgeous blue eyes. He had this ravenblack hair Raven had when she was born. That was the reason, she was named Raven.

I brought him to my new room and was rocking him on my hip as Raven came back in. "Oh, I see that Avery's up. Wanna pass him over?" She asked. I shock my head, he was just too cute. "Is his sister awake yet?" As if Arrow had heard us, she started to scream. Raven put the curtains to the ground and hopped out of the room. I smiled at her and began to rock Avery again. "Which sister of you is the arrow now, hm Avery?" I mumbled in his ear. He starred at me with his big blue eyes and strated tearing my hair. He had a very strong grip for a ten month old.

Raven came back in and turned around. "We have one little problem though" she stated. I looked at her, confused. My heart began to pound hard against my chest and I swallowed. What if they couldn't afford me? I would get a job anyways but what if they couldn't afford me? "There is no bed in this room."

Do you think I should give it a try? Or is my English too messed up?