Couldn't you see I wasn't happy as you laid with her instead of me.
The smile I had must of fooled you.
Couldn't you tell I was in pain every time you kissed in front of me.
You did it anyway.
Couldn't you see the bruises and cuts that lined my arms.
I know you saw them yet you said nothing.
But it's ok I'm fine now, sitting on my bed writing this.
The pain is soon to be taken away and I don't mind leaving the pain behind for you to take.
Mark I loved you but you loved Alex.
I'm truly happy for you I want to wrap this up soon seeing as I'm bleeding to death at this very moment.
Take care of yourself Mark and don't hurt her the way you hurt me.
With all the hate to the fucking world, to you my shitty parents and to every fucking person who said I was nothing. Then again I guess they we're right.
Love, Lilly
