honestly i really want to kill myself. im not even worth it. i got in touch with my mom and now they both hate me even more. last year i told my best friend of 10 years that i was suicidal and i self harmed, and im a senior now, so i was a junior and im still in school. we got in an argument a few days later and she told everyone. it even got to the high school faculty. they just brushed it off as a rumor. then after a month she came back and apologized, not for telling the whole school or anything but for me getting mad at her cause she broke my phone. she told me she was sorry and she would pay for the repairs. she acted dumb and as if she didnt tell the whole school everything. she still doesnt know to this day. but i never tell her anything anymore and our friendship if you would even call it that isnt the same. i really hate her for what she did to me. i hope she dies. i would never murder someone. so dont worry lol. but it still infuriates me. im planning to cut all ties to her once school is over. this is also another reason why i hate people and i think theyre dirty liars. i dont trust them either.
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RandomThis is because im depressed af. Sometimes I cant handle it, and sometimes it gets to be too much so yeah. this is how im gonna cope. have a problem? dont read it.
