when i was four, my older brother was 8. he started coming into my room and touching me. i would tell him to stop but he never did. he did this for a couple months, until he actually raped me. and yes i know it sounds crazy for an 8 year old to rape a four year old but its because he was adopted into my family when he was four and he was diagnosed with ADHD, ADD, and RAD. if you dont know what those are, look them up. but we got him treatment, but it didnt work. he acted like he didnt need it so we stopped getting him it, believing it wasnt that bad. we were wrong. he continued to come into my room at night, and doing these things to me until i was 15. he stopped for about a year but when i turned 17 he started doing it again. this still haunts me and i dont want therapy. he was constantly threatening me. hes alot bigger and stronger than i am. i am 5'3" and hes 6'1" and he worked out, whereas i didnt. he constantly threatened to beat me up, and slit my throat and stuff. he visited very often just so he could do this to me. almost daily. and i will say it again. i dont need therapy.
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RandomThis is because im depressed af. Sometimes I cant handle it, and sometimes it gets to be too much so yeah. this is how im gonna cope. have a problem? dont read it.
