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A girls reflection

Present (Third of October, 2018)

Every beginning feels different. My beginning started with a house make over. Is strange how some cushions and bedsheets can feel so therapeutic. We make things prettier to feel better. Change old things to feel like new again and we manage to fool ourselves until we can't do it anymore.

I was officially unemployed and that's why I had so much free time to spare. Some people may say that this was a blessing. Before, I was working 144 miles away from home, 5 days per week in a hotel and only the weekends to live my life and share it with those I love. Funny enough... I was much happier like that!

I don't think we truly know how to be happy anymore. I have a relationship with an amazing women who I truly care for. She has this gorgeous blonde with caramel strings hair, it would make anyone melt, I swear! And her smell... Ohhh her smell... Is like her skin has this sweet and fresh bouquet aroma that makes you wish to fall asleep every night side by side with her. As if anything in this life would be that simple... Well, not in my life... you will see!

As I was saying, we don't know how to be happy anymore. We have a job and we hate it so much that we only dream with holidays. We are unemployed and we crush into tears because without money what can we do? People say that money is not happiness. FUCK... THAT! Money makes me happy. No, don't you worry, I AM NOT A MONSTER. Friends and family make me happy too, as well as dogs and Disney movies and Disneyland, but what is about money that is so wrong to say that you love it? You know what I don't love? Cynical people, so I refuse to be one.

I met my girlfriend in a website called Fetlife.This may shock you, but there is a big community of Kinksters out there. Well...I am one of them or so I found two years ago or so...