Don't Go - a kiani one-shot

Don't Go

Will's POV

Tomorrow I was leaving for the airport to go back home. Honestly, I didn't want to leave. It's midnight right now, and I've never tried so hard to stay awake. I was snuggled up to Jordan. He had his left arm around my waist and I used his other arm as a pillow.

"Jordan," I whispered.

"What?" His face was centimeters from mine. I could feel his breath tingle on my lips.

"I don't want to go home." I said, my voice quivering. PAX had been a dream come true. I finally got to meet Jordan, and I confessed my feelings for him. He felt the same way.

"I know, and I don't want you to go." He responded. Jordan pressed his lips to my forehead.

"I-" A lump caught in my throat. Tears streamed down my face, staining my cheeks.

"Hey, don't cry. It's going to be okay, I promise. Everything will be like it used to be." Jordan said, wiping my tears away.

"I don't want it to be like it used to be. I want this. This physical touch, actually talking to you face-to-face, not over a screen. I hate it in England, I want to stay with you." I whimpered, sobbing. Jordan kissed my eyelids. I took a deep breath and held onto Jordan's shirt.

"I'm in love with you." I gasped. He didn't say anything at first. Which worried me slightly. Then I felt his lips graze mine, and he whispered, "I love you, too, Will." We kissed for what seemed like forever. Only taking short breaks to breathe.

"Stay with me, Will. Move in with me or we can get an apartment together. We'll be together almost all the time and we can cuddle and go watch Neflix movies every night. It'll be perfect. Please, Will." Jordan begged.

"I can't." I mumbled, tears escaping again.

"Why?"

"I just-I can't." I couldn't explain it. Maybe I was scared. Jordan sighed, closing his eyes. It seemed absurd how I was begging to stay five minutes ago and now I couldn't even explain why I can't stay.

"I love you." He whispered.

"I love you." I said back. My eyelids became heavy, and I couldn't fight them anymore.

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Jordan held my hand tightly as we walked through the airport. I stopped and faced him.

"I'm gonna miss you." I said.

"I'm gonna miss you, too." He mumbled. Jordan reached on his tippy toes and kissed me. My heart ached.

Jordan's POV

Will smiled sadly and turned away, walking to his terminal. I told myself I wouldn't let him see me cry, so when he turned his back, tears came pouring down my face. I covered my mouth, gasping and whimpering. After Will was gone for sure, I headed home. Except, it didn't feel like it anymore. All I wanted was to be back with Will. Where I felt the most loved.

[] ok here is my entry ^-^ I wrote this during Pax so ;-; qq but yeah I think it's cute and sad cx - Paige