Girl Meets world One shots

14 On My own Rucas and Joshaya

On my own pretending He's beside me

All alone I walk with Him till morning

I feel His arms around me

And when I Lose my way I close my eyes and He had found me

Riley Awoke from Her slumber Lifting Her arms above her head and stretching sleeping was Her favorite part Of the day When she slept she was with Him He was still with Her He was still protecting me He was still there

She checked her messages and saw she had 30 missed calls from Maya Hesitantly she called Her back knowing It must be Important The cold sliver pressed against her ear made Riley shiver she closed her eyes and saw Him It's Like He was there with Her holding her walking with her

Maya- RILEY

Maya's voice belted through the phone

Riley- Yes Maya

Maya- You're coming tonight correct

Maya demanded It was Less Of a Question More Of Instruction

Riley- Yes I'm walking there right now

And I Left remembering Him

In the rain the pavement shines Like sliver

All the Lights are misty In the river

In the darkness the trees are full Of starlight

And all I see Is He and Me forever and forever

She walked along the river the rain droplets hitting her umbrekla and slowly fell hitting the pavement and Letting It shine Like sliver She Looks out to the hudson the Lights misting on the river She thinks Of them who they were what the were Their Love was Like the trees that shone with starlight through the darkness Lost In darkness Lost In darkness He was Her focus

All she sees all she knows Is Him and Her She cant  be without Him She Loves His arm she stops In front Of the building Maya and Josh  Engagement party Hesitantly she walks In

And I know It's only In my mind

That I'm talking to myself and not and not to him

And although He Is blind

Still I say There's a way for us

She walks Into the party and talks to her friends She Greets Maya and Josh  She congratulates them she meets Smackle and Farkle three months old she drinks with Vanessa and Zay and than she sees Him and that when she clicks

Everything she dreamed everything she Imagined It's only In her mind she's alone only talking to herself and not to him

He didn't care He didn't Love Her He was blind to the Love He had moved on She still thpught there was a way she could be with Him though she still thought they could be together

I Love Him but when the night Is over

He Is gone the rivers Just a river

Without Him the world around me changes

The tress are bare and everywhere

The streets are full Of strangers

She continued to stare at Hom she Loved Him She trulh Loved Him she Loved Everything about Him but when the night ends she Is alone again He goes back to His Life He moveson and she Is alone the rivers Just a river

Without Him Her world changes nothing is happy nothing is beautiful the tress that were full Of starlight are bare raw nothing no one matters Everyone In this room becomes a stranger no Farkle or Zay Or Maya  Just her

I Love Him

But Everyday I'm Learning

All my Life I've only been pretending

Without me his world will go on turning

A world that's full Of Happiness

That I have never known

He walked over to her slowly and hesitantly she Loved Him but she was Learning how to be without him how to be OK Everything she ever dreamed about Him was fake an alternate universe that saved her from the Horrible real world

Lucas- Hi Riley

He said Quickly

He didn't Need Her without her his world go on He be fine He'd go back to his Life His Happiness a happiness that she has never known A Happiness that she never needed to obtain

Riley- You don't need me the love we have is gone

She whipered to herself

Lucas- I'm sorry Riley

He uttered It wasn't real his world moves without her

Riley- Goodbye Lucas Forever

She choked the Last word only to herself

I Love Him

I Love Him

I Love Him

But only on my own

She Loved Him She Loved Him She Loved Him He didn't Love Her

She Loved Him But Only on Her own She has to move on

OK BUT I'M REALLY PROUD OF THIS IT DIDN'T HAVE A HAPPY ENDING AND I DON'T DO THAT AND I'M TEARING UP