So my first serious story probably the only one just wanted to tell how hard my life is and what I go through on a daily basis. I have a disability called autism that means that it makes it harder for me to make friends and understand stand others emotions and I got lurning disability witch I will tell how I feel like it works it feels like what ever I'm told it Flyes out the back of my head like when I'm told to do chores I forget what chores I need to do.when I was born my dad was doing cocaine and he would steal money from my mom and steal stuff and sell it for the drugs so we had to leave him from Oklahoma and move to Pennsylvania I got to talk to him when I was 3 years old but I wish I could remember that day so badly. when I was 4 my mom to me he got sick and died up until my grandfather died of cancer my life was the best then it changed. My mom and I started fighting every day and I hate when this happens it feels like a bullet through the heart and night we didn't do as much stuff anymore. Why I was 19 or 18 years old I found out my dad killed him self because he couldn't take the pain of being away from me and my mom.so that's my life