Luke – “I saw you looking brand new overnight
I caught you looking, too, but you didn't look twice”It’s been exactly 3 months since I broke up with (Y/N), and to be completely honest; I still feel as heartbroken as the day she left me. She found me sending messages to another woman about hooking up while I was on tour. We weren’t talking at the time, but if the roles where switched I would also be angry. “Hey man wanna go to a part tonight?” Calum asks as he looks up from his cell phone. “They’re throwing one for my cousins birthday! It’ll be fun I promise.” He smiles at me, I nod but I really don’t want to go.
“Hey thanks for coming!” Calum’s cousin says as he waves at us to come inside. Michael went with Ashton to go play beer pong and Calum went to go catch up with some old friends. I invite myself to the kitchen to grab something to drink. I stand by the sink drinking my drink as I look out the window. I notice all the people in the backyard and start to wonder what they must be talking about. I notice someone stand out though. Her back was towards me and I had a gut feeling it was her, but I feel like I’m just going crazy.
As soon as she turned around I realized it was the love of my life. (Y/N) looked so beautiful and couldn’t help but frown. There was a guy holding her at her waist, then she catches a glance at me. I smile at her but she just glares. She then looks up at her new love and sweetly kisses him on the lips.
Calum- “Now I wish we'd never met
'Cause you're too hard to forget”“I don’t know any more Cal, you’ve been so .. different.” I sigh. All I want is his to just look me in the eyes and tell me the truth. He’s been so different, so weird and I know it’s because of the loss of feeling he has for me. I am no longer what he wants. What he desires. “(Y/N). you’re right. I don’t love you anymore. I haven’t found anyone else, I didn’t cheat on you or anything, but I don’t feel the same as I did when we first met.” I nod as I look down at my hands. Tear drops beginning to puddle on my fingertips while I wipe them away.
I couldn’t look at him anymore. I ran out of our shared apartment and ran across the building to my best friend’s apartment. I as soon as I reach her door I immediately bang on it. “Lily please open the door.” I cry out. I felt bad because it was almost 1 am but I really needed her.
She opens the door and lets me in. She hugs me and offers me something to drink. “I’m sorry that I’m bothering you.” I cry as tears stream down my face. “ I hate him! I wish I never met him like I wish I wasn’t so stupid to let him lead me on like this!”
“no no! (Y/N) you’re amazing and he is a stupid guy that doesn’t know what he’s missing.” Lily cooed. She held me close as I cried in her arms.
Michael- “That I ain't happy
I ain't too happy”I want to call mike but I know that he won’t answer me. I know that he will send me straight to voice mail like the other times. I did nothing wrong! He is jealous because I let one of my guy friends stay over after his girlfriend dumped him. I didn’t want my friend to be out on the streets so I let him stay.
I sleep through another lonely night without hearing the voice of my boyfriend, or my was boyfriend. I couldn’t do it I miss Michael way too much. *buzz buzz* a notification showed that Michael just tweeted something.
@michael5sos “oh hey you.”
It was a picture of him hugging another girl while she kisses his neck.
Oh.
I quickly turn off my phone and lay in my bed when suddenly I hear a knock on my door. It’s my friend, Jacob. He slowly opens the door and walks in. “ I saw what Michael just posted and honestly that was such a dick move like its hasn’t even been a week and he-“ “come lay with me.” I cut him off as he comes and lays in the bed next to me. “I’m really sad.” I mutter,” he could’ve at least properly dumped me.” I say “ ya know, my ex-girlfriend cheated on me for another girl. So at least you don’t feel like your gender isn’t at least good enough for him.” Jacob chuckles. He then wraps his arms around me and I lean into him for comfort.
Ashton- “And I know that you don't
But if I ask you if you love me
I hope you Lie to me”Ashton quickly unlocks his door and wraps his arm around my waist. He wastes no time locking the door and pinning me against the wall. His lips connect to mine. They were soft, gentle kisses. They brushed against my lips and I couldn’t help but smile into his kiss.. I missed Ashton, but I couldn’t be with him no more. “Why did you stop” he asks as he looks at me with a worried face. “nothing” I lie as my fingers fiddle with his t shirt. They go under shirt and feel his body. I swiftly remove his shirt. I just admire him. “ you like what you see?” he smirks at me. “I . I miss what I see.” I mumble. The more I go with this the more I regret what I’m doing.
Ashton no longer loves me like I love him but the feeling of him against my body makes me feel like for just this moment we feel the same thing.
We connect our lips back together, his hands finds his way to my waist and removes my top. He then grabs my thighs and lifts me up never breaking the kiss. I wrap my legs around his torso, he walks us over to his bedroom and lays me down gently on the mattress.
*IM NOT WRITING SMUT!!! THIS PART IS FOR YOUR IMAGINATION I AM A CHILD OF GOD AND I AM GOING TO GO DRINK HOLY WATER FOR ALMOST WRITING THIS PART!!!!!*
We laid under the duvet and he cups my face to kiss me one more time. I felt all the love at this moment but in reality I was just a quick fuck while he was my everything.
A/N IM SORRY I NEVER MAKE THESE ANYMORE!!! I JUST DON’T KNOW WHAT TO WRITE ABOUT BUT I WILL TRY TO POST MORE I PROMISE!!
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