Okay so this is just a ramdom poem i wrote please vote,comment, fan me?! much love xx
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Okay so maybe i do...
Maybe i want you god
Maybe theres no end to this pain without you
Maybe i need you to speak my words for me
Maybe i love you even though your not here
Maybe i miss you because your out of my life now
Maybe your what all this lifes about
Maybe im hurting and full of guilt thinking about you
Maybe i was wrong to think i was right
Maybe i made a mistake and learnt the hard way
Maybe theres nothing i can do
Maybe im too late this time
Maybe ive become something i was afraid of...
Something that wasnt you.
My heads going crazy and im mentally insane
My hearts grown too weak now i cant bare all this pain
Im a prisoner in my own body my minds outta controll
Im stuck in this hell hole filling my heart with sorrow
I know you can hear me so give me a sign
Your making me desprate im not gonna lie
Yor my addiction yeah this is something new
I scraped all them pills, dont need them no more
I wanna live but ill die for you!
Can you be my recovery?
Can you make me new?
Please help me now i wanna be me again
The devils go me in his trap i dno what im doing
Cut the rope and let me lose, i wanna be free to live for you!
Im never gonna get you again am i
Tell me why you wont answer me when i cry
I cut myself open just to see if you sew me up
But you leave me hear dying with pills as my luck
Only you know how much ive been trying to change
But nothing has happened i still feel the same
I guess what im tryin to say is its been to long
I need help now god i just cant carry on
So please hear me when i pray tonight
And know that i mean every word i say
So tomorrow i can wake with a new perspective
And blow my nightmare away to start a new day...?
Fix my broken heart take this pain away!
