Insecurities | J.JK

Quince

Time ticked as Yoongi drove to his destination. He couldn't waste any more time, his brother had to know.

Picking up his phone, he dialed his number. Staring at the digits, he ponder for a moment before pressing the button immediately.

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Burp, burp, burp..BURPS EVERYWHERE

" Damn that was good.." Jungkook complimented with a satisfied smile on his face.

" Thank you.." You smiled as well, feeling proud of yourself.

Both laid on the couch together, staring into each other's pupils, feeling some sort of emotion they never felt before.

But unfortunately the moment had to be ruined by a phone call. A groan left the male's pink lips, looking at the ID, his brows furrowed.

At first he was confused but a sudden flash of memory hit him immediately to the time where they both talked about the issue. His parents.

" Sweetcheeks, I'll be right back. Need to take this call " He said, assuring you.

You hummed in understanding before getting up and leaving the living room to your bedroom.

As he watched you leave, he quickly answered the called.

" Hello "

" Kook it's me.."

" Have you found anything yet..? "

" No but I figured out why they are back.."

" Why? "

" Jungkook they aren't here to hurt you.."

" What do you mean by that? "

" Remember the letters they send, it looked threatening but the way I see it, it's not.."

" I'm really confuse.."

" Kook, let me ask you something.. Have you ever been loved by your parents?.."

" Yes but it only lasted till they, you know.."

" Kook, the reason why they are back because they want to give your childhood back. In short, they want to apologize for what they have done.."

Jungkook stood frozen at this words. Shock written on his face as he contemplates the words that was now ringing his in mind.

" Hyung.. I can't "

" Kook.. They want to fix their mistakes "

" What's the point of apologizing to the boy who was once broken and never be fixed..? "

" They can never fix something that was once broken.."

With that, Jungkook ended the call.He sighed, feeling another type of emotion he never felt before.

His heart squeezing tightly as tje strings tugged hard on the organ. He was suffocating.

Just as you were about to enter the kitchen, you heard heavy breathing. Turning your head, you see a slightly pale Jungkook breathing heavily.

Running towards the male, you cupped his face into your chubby, soft hands, whispering soft nothings into his ear till his chest heaved up and down normally, his breathing back to normal.

" It's okay.." You calmly said, moving your hands down to his arms, rubbing it gently.

" Thank you.." He muttered softly, engulfing your chubby figure into his gently but tightly.

They always say a hug can get rid of any bad emotion, well they aren't wrong especially when you're hugging a short cute marshmallow, Jungkook thought.

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A short amount of time was used to calm him down, eventually you managed to ask what was wrong. Thankfully, he explained.

Of course, you relate in a way with your parents. Till the day your curves got covered, your cheeks slowly puff, your appearance changed, they were disgusted.

Apparently they don't see their own daughter in their eyes, more like someone they shouldn't accept and never should be accepted in reality.

With that judgments from day till night, eating was an issue. You just can't help but feel your heart strings tug hard.

Shame, was what they felt eventually. Insults was another issue but they weren't so bad. Like they always say, words have a thousand meanings. You can't help but agree.

From that day, you were living in a negative environment. Positivity was something blocked yet clear to see, but you can't experience it due to these negativity.

But things changed when those letters came and Jungkook too, sometimes you think, what did I do to deserve something so meaningful yet truthful from someone whose beautiful as him.

With that, you engulfed him into another hug.

" Kook, maybe things can't be fixed once it's broken. But maybe you can find a way to forgive them " You suggested. Your fingers interlocking with his hair locks as it tangles.

You heard him sigh but he eventually muttered a soft " you're right " into your ears. His voice was like a melody to your ears.

Still in each other's arms, relaxation kicked in. Deep inside, you both knew this is something you wouldn't able to find with somebody else.

Or a feeling where both souls were meant to be

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" Fuck " The black haired male cursed out to himself. He knew this would fuck up in many places, one has been affected but cautiousness now takes place in order for all of this to be fixed and forgotten.

Looking at his screen, a picture of both him and Jungkook smiling, with arms entangled together. He knew that day was pure happiness, the true meaning behind it was worth.

He wants it to happen again but this time with his parents. Although he can't help but to replay the words the boy said to him. Like a broken recorder, he knew he was right.

But he wants the best for both him and himself, their life to be free from their tragic past and move on. Euphoria was what he wants for both.

Braking the wheels at a house, he got out and walked on the pavement towards the entrance.

Knocking twice on the door, he was met with a person he knew he would count on.

" Hey Jimin "

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and cut! :) oof another chap! Sadly I have to announce that the book is coming to an end soon :(( sorry loves but don't worry, new stories will he published soon so stay tuned! Anyways don't forget to vote! 💜 Love y'all! 💖