Guilty Conscience(BWWM)

Chapter 3

Maya's POV

I felt someone shaking me awake roughly but I turned around the other way and kept my eyes closed. The person kept shaking me so I turned around to see who it was and it was Marissa. She softly smiled at me and told me that Liszt was asleep in her bedroom and that she was gonna head home. I said okay and gave her a light hug, when she left and closed my door I sighed and then laid on my back and closed my eyes. When I opened my eyes I got out of the bed slowly and headed to the bathroom. Once I got to the bathroom suddenly I had to pee really bad so I ran to the toilet and sat on it. When I got done I washed my hands and then I dried them. When I got finished with that I was already in the bathroom so I just washed my face and brushed my teeth. I left the bathroom and went back to my room so I can put my robe on. When I was finished tying it I left my room to go make breakfast for Lizzy and I. Once I got downstairs I went to the living room and it looked like someone touched a few pictures and turned them upside down so I lightly ran over there and put them back how they were. When I did that I saw that it was a pink flower and a note next to the picture and the note read : "Oh sweet Maya, you look so sexy when you're naked. I wish I could touch your body and rub on it and make you feel good. I would have fucked you so good that you wouldn't want to fuck anyone else but me. But be patient my sweet one I'll see you soon and my lovely daughter she looks just like you babe, she's beautiful." ~Love Anderson I looked at the note for a few more seconds thinking how the hell did he get into my house. But then I forgot that he has his ways and I'm not surprised. I got scared that he was in my fucking house and what if he went in her room what if she saw him. I ran to Lizzy's room to wake her and ask her if she saw someone in the house. When I got to her room I opened her door and walked up to her bed to shake her awake. "Sweetie, wake up" I shook her again and she opened her eyes and yawned and said "yes mommy?" I said " hunny did you see anyone other than you and Marissa in the house yesterday?" She said "no mommy I didn't, no one was in the house." I said "okay sweetie get up and go brush your teeth and come with me downstairs so we can make some breakfast." After that I left her room and went downstairs and laid on the couch to wait for her to come down. I didn't know that I closed my eyes for 20 minutes until I felt Lizzy pulling on my arm. I got up and yawned stretching my body. When I was done we walked to the kitchen and I told her to get the eggs, bacon, and sausage out of the fridge and while she did that I got the bread from the cabinet and put it on the table. I got the pans out of the bottom cabinet and put them on the stove. I got the butter out the fridge and put it on the pan and I cracked the eggs I put oil in the other pan and cooked the bacon and sausage in that pan. After the food was done cooking I got our plates and cups from the cabinet and put it on the table and got the bread and put it on the plates. I went to the fridge to get the apple juice to put it in our cups and I put it back in the fridge. I put the food on our bread and put the pans back on the stove. We sat down in the chairs and started to eat our food. When we were done I took our plates and put then in the dishwasher and closed it. I turned it on cause it was other dishes in there also I made sure there was soap in there. When I was finished with that I told Lizzy to go upstairs so she can get in the shower and to get dressed so we can go out. I went upstairs to look for some clothes and when I got in my room he was sitting there on my bed, MY FUCKING BED. When I tell you my heart dropped I'm being deadass serious my heart dropped to my ass I thought I shit myself. I stared at him while he stared at me, I started to back up and I couldn't anymore because I hit the wall. He was still starring at me and it was like he was eye fucking me and I started to get uncomfortable so I wrapped my robe around me tighter. I haven't been in the same room as this man for a long time and it felt like I was going to faint I felt like I was losing air in my lungs and tears started welling up in my eyes and I felt them come down my face. He finally got up and started walking up to me slowly and I slid down the wall as he got closer he stood in front of me and crouched down in front of me staring into my blurry eyes. I hated that he still had this affect on me. I hated that I cried. I just hate myself right now. He brought his hand up to my face and I flinched thinking he was going to hit me but he grabbed my face and started to wipe my tears but they kept falling down my face. I stared him in his eyes and my lip started to quiver and then I started to cry harder and he put his arms around me and I tried to pull away from him but he held me tighter and I just stopped trying because he wasn't going to let go until he felt like it he sat there for for another minute and then he kissed my forehead and that's when his phone rang and he answered after he got off the phone he said "I will speak to you soon another time my love." And he kissed my lips. When I didn't kiss back he pinched my thigh so I would kiss him back. When he got up and left I slid down further and then I started to ball my eyes out scrubbing my lips hard probably making them red but I didn't care because I wanted him to be gone off of my body I hate that he still has that effect on me. I sat there for another 5 minutes then I got up and I walked to the bathroom to turn the shower on. Once I did that I walked back into my room to look for some clothes. I picked out a pick off the shoulder top and some white shorts and my white vans. I picked out my PINK strapless bra and my PINK underwear. I got my towel and went to the bathroom. I took my robe off and stepped in the shower. I put soap on my rag and started to Scrub my body and when I got done I rinsed my body off and turned off the shower. I stepped out and put my towel around my body. I went to my room I dried off and sat on my bed and put lotion on my body when I was done that I put my underwear and bra on and then my shorts and shirt. I put my hair products in my hair and I started to fluff it out. When I felt satisfied with the look I left my room to go see what Lizzy was doing. I opened her door to see that she was dressed but knocked out. I laughed a little and let her sleep for another hour or two we don't have to go anywhere at this moment. I went back downstairs and sat on the couch to watch tv. I started to watch Chicago Fire because it's one of my favorite shows. I started to fall asleep and I just let my body go limp and I felt the remote fall out of my hand and I just let it. I woke and I checked the couch for my phone only to remember I never even brought it downstairs. I got up and went to get my phone from my room. I went in my room and found my phone on the desk. I picked it up and it was 3pm. I said damn time went bye fast, I left my room and went to Lizzy's to wake her up so we could go to the mall and then after that we would go to the movies. I woke her up and I told her to go brush her hair and her teeth again and to meet me downstairs. She got up and left to the bathroom. I left her room and went to get my purse from my room and then I headed down the stairs. I made a little snack for Lizzy which consists of grapes, strawberries and kiwis. I took out a water bottle for her and I got me a granola bar from the cabinet. I grabbed my apple juice from the fridge and poured it in a cup and put the bottle back. As soon as I sat down Lizzy came in the kitchen and I told her to sit and eat her fruit so we can leave. 15 minutes later she was done so I told her to put her plate in the sink and wash her hands. I picked up my purse and phone and told her I'll be waiting in the living room. She came into the living room drying her hands with a paper towel. She grabbed her tablet from the table and her headphones. I opened the door making sure I had my keys in my purse I waited for Lizzy to leave the house and I closed the door taking my keys out my purse locking it. I walked to my car with Lizzy waiting there for me I unlocked the door and Lizzy got inside closing her door. I opened my door and got inside putting my things in the passenger seat. I put my seat belt on and then I turned on the radio. I turned around to see that Lizzy had her headphones on watching something on her tablet. I turned on the radio and Collar Full by P!ATD and I turned it up a little bit and I backed up and then headed towards the mall. We got there in 35 minutes and I was driving around looking for a parking spot and then I finally found one and I could have sworn I saw Anderson but I shook it off and parked. Once I parked I tapped Lizzy and told her to put her tablet in the compartment and while she did that I took my purse and got my phone and I took my keys out and opened my door. I got out and I waited for Lizzy, she opened her door and then closed it I locked the doors and then walked around the car and held out my hand for Lizzy she took it and we started to walker towards the entrance of the mall. When we got there I opened the door for her and she walked in and I held the door for someone that was behind me they said thank you and kept walking. We started to walk through the mall we were walking past Justice and I asked Lizzy if she wanted to go in there and she said yeah and we headed in there we started to walk around I told her to look for what she wanted while I go sit down. We were in the store for like 20 minutes and she came back with 5 shirts, 4 pairs of pants, 2 skirts, 6 pairs of shorts and 3 dresses I asked her if she was done she said yes so we walked to the register and there were 2 people in front of us so we waited for our turn and when it was our turn I put the clothes on the counter and the cashier asked us how we were doing and if we found everything we were looking for I said yes and she continued to to ring the clothes up and she said the total was $150.45. I took out my card from my wallet and swiped it. When I was finished I put my card back in my wallet and I waited for her to give me my receipt. The receipt came out of the machine and she handed it to me and I said thank you and she said have a nice day and I said you too. Me and Lizzy left the store and headed to H&M. I walked inside and I instantly saw a cute neon dress that I had to get. I went to the dressing room to try it on and it fit my curves perfectly so I'm going to get it.

Lizzy and I continued to walk around the store until I found everything I wanted we went to the register and got checked out. I grabbed my receipt and we went into Victoria Secret, I got underwear, bras, tights, slides and a couple shirts. I payed and we left Lizzy was getting hungry so we stopped at the food court and Lizzy said she wanted pizza so that's what I ordered and I saw Jace at a table with his friends I think and he turned and saw me he smiled at me and I waved. He started to get up and I got nervous but then I made myself calm down because it wasn't that serious. When he made it over to us I was smiling extra hard and he gave me a hug and he saw Lizzy and he said " hi how are you?" She said " I'm good, are you my mommy's friend?" He said " I would like to be but she says I have to try harder so I came over here to ask her if she wanted to go out for dinner on Friday" he looked at me and then I looked at him I started to stutter when I talked "uuuhh yes I- I would like thattt" he said "okay can I get your number and you can send me your address and I'll pick you up around 7" I said "yes." I gave him my number and he gave me another hug and then he said bye to Lizzy and walked back to his friends smiling hard. I looked at Lizzy and she was smiling and then she asked where did I meet him, I told her that he saved me from falling at the gym. We started to eat our food and then when we were done we picked up our trash and threw it away. We started to walk out of the mall and go to the car. When we got in the car we left to go to the movies. We arrived at the movie theatre and we got out the car and walked toward it, once we got to the for I opened it and we walked in. We got our tickets and then our popcorn and our drinks we started to walk to the room where our movie would be playing. We went in and started to look for our seats. We found our seats and sat down I asked Lizzy if she was comfortable and she said yes.

Time skip to the house - 8pm

We got to the house and I sent Lizzy to her room to go to bed and she gave me a kiss before she left. I headed to my room I took my clothes of and put my phone on the charger I turned my light off and then I put my robe on. I went to Lizzy's room to see if she was In bed and she was so I kissed her head and left the room closing the door. I went downstairs to double check if the doors we locked and they were so as I was walking towards the steps I saw a figure at the table in the kitchen so I searched for the bat that was by the steps and I grabbed it and I slowly walked towards the kitchen and when I got there it was Anderson and he was drinking my apple juice. Like did I ask him to come in my house and start touching my things? No I didn't so I don't know why he thinks he can. I walked towards him bat still In my hands and I stopped not wanting to get closer. I sat there which felt like 5 minutes until I heard him say "sit" I looked at the chair and back to him and he said "I'm not going to say it again Maya" I slowly walked towards the chair and sat down. He stared at me and I finally asked him the questions I always wanted to know. "Why did you do it? What made you do what you did? Why me of all people? Your friends daughter." He tensed up and then he calmed down and looked at me again. He didn't answer my questions he just got up and left. So what was the point of making me sit? When he left I got up and made sure the doors were locked and I ran upstairs to my room taking my robe off and getting into bed. I couldn't fall asleep right away because I was scared so I just sat there until my eyes started to close.