This was my third day skiving of school again, I didn't want to be seen like this but when did I start to care how I look? Ugh they'll treat me the same anyways, maybe even worse. My parents don't care about me and the only person that does is ny Aunt. She is my everything and might be the only reason I didn't commit suicide in the past. I wish that I could move in and live with her but my parents would just lock me inside the house and won't let me go.
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In my free time I usally sit on my computer and watch youtibe videos about my Favorite youtubers 'Evan Coltinees' he does daily v-logs and funny videos. He lives in Canada and I live in England so there is no way that I could meet him, EVER.
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"JENNA GET YOUR FUCKING ASS UPSTAIRS NOW!" You could guess who it was, my mum. I didn't have to argue or it would make it worse so I just followed her instructions. Wish I could just move out already and live with my aunt but even if I did send them to court they would just abuse me even more but why do I care? I abuse myself anyway so it's not like it is gonna change anything.
I sat Infront of my laptop which my Aunt gave for me at my 17th Birthday since she was the only one that remembered. I logged onto my youtube account and clicked on Evan's channel. He has uploaded a new video the title was: 'Going on a holiday!' I clicked on it and started to watch it.
Evan: Wuuuuddduuup wuuddduuup!? It's Evaaaan here! I got some big newwwssss! For sone of you it might be a great suprise but for others not.
Evan:Well I am not gonna tell you guys but all I will is that I am going on holiday somewhere in England! Not gonna tell you where just yet but when I get there I will tell you for sure!
Evan:Anywayyzzz I am all packed and ready and I am leaving tomorrow Morning so about at 8:30 I should be landing!
Evan: One more thing before I end, I just want to announce the winner of last weeks contest!
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I sighed at the sound of them words. The contest was a quiz and loads of people joined it including me, don't ask. I knew that I had no chance of winning that was the only reason I joined, I wouldn't be able to go anyways. The winner would be able to meet Evan somewhere and spent the whole day woth him!
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Evan:The winner is...... Jenna Qualiferd!
I will email you today and tell you all the Info you'll need to know. But for now PEACE OUT GUYS!
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I nearly fainted at the sound of that. I won!!?? No please.. I won't be abloud to go and if I won't go I would miss the opurtunity of my entire life! I hate my life I wosh I werent even born. Choises... why? I can't choose it's. . It's just.. ugh.
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Later that day I received a E-mail from him as promised. I opened it and it read:
From: EvanRulx1
Hey congrats on winning the contest! As you know I am going on Holiday to England. And since your the winner I will gladly tell you where.
I am going to Glamfurd Town and I will be there for 1 month. And as for the contest, I can meet you in the restruant at the edge of Glamfurd at 12:00 Am?
And once again congrats on winning!
This letter was my ticket for even a day of happiness but I don't think that I would be able to use it. And yes, Glamfurd was not far away from my house. Atpeast an hour away. But if I were to go there I needed to sneak out.
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Teen FictionThis is a story dedicated to people who commit suicide. This is about a girl who has a hard life and cuts daily her life os hard even though sue has people who support her.
