When We First Met (GOT7 x BamBam)

Chapter 13: Past

When practice was over I didn't even look at BamBam as we exit the room. He embarrassed me in front of the guys and acted aggressive towards me, I just know he was jealous but he didn't have to act like I was kissing anyone.
The drive home was quiet well mainly because we were all tired. BamBam tried secretly colluding my fingers with his but I would pull away.

**arriving at my house**
"Uncle were back! We going to bed!" BamBam yelled out as we walked to my bedroom.

While changing into BamBams pjs he sat on the bed pouting staring at me until I said something.
"Stop don't act like the innocent. I didn't like how you acted today. We were just hanging out.."

"I'm sorry I was acting like a asswhole. I just get jealous, when I see you laughing with another guy it makes me think how easily you can get taken away from me, I really like you and I can't bare loosing you nor seeing you with someone else."

"BamBam if I didn't dig you I wouldn't be with you or make the effort to give you success. Chan is your friend you shouldn't be concern."
I went off to the bathroom to wash up, I see my uncle go inside my room. Out of curiosity of what he may ask BamBam I stood behind the door and listen.

"Sweetheart we haven't really got the time to talk about your dad passing away and your mom being in jail. I know it's a lot for you and your friend is here but I just wanted to check if your okay?"

My knees were shaking and I wanted to burst out in tears. How come BamBam never told me about this conversation? Hearing about my parents is always a sensitive topic it broke me down just by thinking of my past. The one I'm learning to love new something about my parents and didn't share it with me! Quickly I ran back to the bathroom and wash my red face. Looking throw the mirror seeing BamBam I can still see through his eyes the girl still scared to even hear her parents names.
**Walked into the bedroom**

"So princess you forgive me? I promise from now on to always be good to you."
I looked at him using me to smile and got under the covers giving him my back.

"Are you still mad? Come on I'll make it up to you."
Something in me wants to believe that he didn't tell me because he felt bad or didn't find the words. But as my boyfriend he should keep things from me to make the relationship healthy.

"You knew that my dad passed and my mom is in jail! And you didn't tell me!"
I sat up and his eyes widen covering my mouth.

"I'm sorry I just couldn't. You've never talked about your parents and I couldn't find the words to tell you I promise. I've been knowing for quiet some I'm sorry babe please understand that it wasn't my place to tell you."
Started to cry and he slowly pulled me close giving me a hug. Nothing hurt more than not getting the chance to tell my father, why he hurt you so much? Or yell at your mother.

"I haven't really told you about my past but I think it time. Sense your probably wondering, what's the whole deal of my mother being in jail and my dad overdosing?"

BamBam didn't say much he just sat there letting me lean his head on my shoulder. Even though I'm hurt about anything right now I still felt safe when he's around.

"My family was always happy we did everything together from playing in parks to being goofy. My mother got pregnant and unfortunately lost my brother/ sister. Suddenly everything change and my parents became depressed and grow to drowning their sorrows with alcohol and drugs. Growing up because of their addiction we grew poor and my dad or mom found any excuse to beat me just because they felt like it. Thank god Bong Chol came to the rescue and took me away making me his own and raised me up until this day."

BamBam looked up to me with pouty eyes as he wiped my tears with his thumb. Back then I didn't understand why I had to go through hell. But now I'm just happy that Bong Chol took me away and gave me a better life.

A/n: sorry I know short chapter but it connects to the last one! This fanfic will be coming to and end very soon so please bare with me. Thank you!