Nicole’s POV
It has been two weeks since Liam went into a coma. I haven’t left his room once, except to go to the bathroom or have a shower. The boys and Katrina visited often, except Harry of course. Katrina brought me clean clothes and Louis often brought me food to save me suffering the terrible hospital food. They say Liam is getting better, I hope he wakes up soon. It’s lonely without him, I miss him so much. I miss his voice, his arms wrapped around me, but most of all I miss his eyes. His beautiful brown orbs, that can make me forget the world. I talk to him all the time. The doctors say that there is a high chance he can hear me and that it will help him wake up or something. Regardless I talk to him anyway. I tell him how much I miss him and what’s going on. The fans found out about us and about his accident. Not that I mind, if it wasn’t for the hate. I try to keep away from twitter, I try not to let the hate get to me but some things just get to you. I got blamed a lot for the accident and I know Liam would tell me otherwise but it sort of is my fault. But I can’t dwell on the negative, I have to stay positive.
“morning Nicole” Louis says coming inside and finding me where I normally am, next to Liam holding his hand.
“morning Lou” I smile
“How are you holding up?”
“Lou, stop babying me I’m perfectly fine. I just miss him…. a lot” I sigh
“I know babe, can I ask you something?” he says standing awkwardly at the door
“sure”
“Harry wants to see you….and Liam” he says
I don’t know how I feel about the whole situation with Harry yet, it is still all so confusing.
“that’s not a question Lou” I say
“can he come in and talk?”
“I don’t know ……”
“come on, please?” He promised to be good
I sigh “fine” I have to talk to him some time
He smiles at me before leaving to go get Harry who I assumed was outside waiting to see it I was ok with it.
Harry comes in hesitantly, taking in the scene for the first time. He cringed at the site of Liam and turning hesitantly to face me.
“Nicole” he sighs
“Harry” I nod
“look I’m really, really, really sorry about everything” looking at me with apologetic eyes.
“you should be” I huff
“I really am, can you please forgive me?” he pleads
“I’m not the one that you should be apologising to”
“I know. I’ve tried Nicole. She won’t talk to me, she hates me” he says, his eyes getting watery
I sigh “Of course she does, you broke her heart”
He comes over and sits down on the spare chair across from me. He buries his face in his hands.
“I fucked up. I’m so fucking stupid” he mumbles to himself
I feel guilty, even though I shouldn’t be, damn it Nicole why do you always have to be so nice. I sigh and walk over to Harry placing a hand on his shoulder.
“Harry everyone makes mistakes. Yours just happened to be really really bad.”
He looks up at me tears in his eyes “that makes me feel SO much better” he says sarcastically
“come here” I pull him into a hug “it’s gonna be ok, just give it some time”
He hugs me back “Does this mean you forgive me?”
I pause before nodding “yeah” I sigh
“Thank you” he mumbles
“that doesn’t mean Katrina is going to forgive you too” I say pulling out of the hug and sitting down slipping my fingers back into Liam’s
“I miss her” he sighs
My eyes bulge out of my sockets. He misses her? He breaks her heart and he has the nerve to say he misses her? Well he should’ve thought about that before he went and kissed me. He should miss her.
“you what?”
“I miss her. I miss her so much it hurts. Nicole I….” he pauses, putting his head in his hands
“She hurts too Harry. You broke her heart for me when you knew nothing could ever happen. I know it was stupid and I forgive you for the kiss but you can’t expect her to take you back after what you did” I say getting my anger off my chest.
“Nicole I want her back” he blurts out
I did a double take. Did he just say….. he wants her back? Great timing Harry.
“Harry…” I say sympathetically
“I know. It’s messed up but I really do love her. If I could just talk to her maybe I could make it up to her”
“You’re gonna have to do something better than talk to her for her to forgive you” I say
“I know that it’s just that….” He trails off
I raise my eyebrow at him in confusion
“I love her” he breathes out
“you what?” I say in shock
“I, LOVE, Katrina!” he says clearly
“you what?” Katrina’s small voice comes from the direction of the door.
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In Your Arms - A Liam Payne Love Story
FanfictionNicole and Liam are best friends, they have been since forever. They have always thought of each other as friends. Will those feelings change?
