Dear You,

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"I love you, baby!"

"I love you too, baby!"

"Talaga?"

"Oo, ikaw lang. Tayong dalawa hanggang dulo."

"Walang iwanan?"

"Walang iwanan. Pangako."

"Sometimes I start to wonder, Was it just a lie?"

Nakakatuwang isipin na dati, nangako tayo sa isa't isa na tayo lang hanggang dulo. Pero bakit ngayon, parang nagising ako sa isang magandang panaginip? Parang nagising ako sa isang napaka gandang panaginip pero pagkagising ko, para akong binangunot? Sana di na lang ako nagising, no?

"If What we had was real, how could you be fine?" 

2 taon na ang lumipas, pero bakit ang sakit pa rin? It still hurt me whenever I hear your name. It hurts me whenever I hear our friends talk about you... How you're doing fine, how you're happy and in love... with her.

"The dreams you left behind you didn't need them, like every single wish we ever made."

Why is it so unfair that you moved on and I'm still here? I'm still Hoping, still clinging to our memories. Bakit ang dali mong kalimutan  at itapon ang lahat? 5 taon kinalimutan mo agad pero ako... Heto, naaalala pa rin lahat ng parang kahapon lang nangyari. Pinaghahawakan yung mga pangako at pangarap natin na binuo nang magkasama...

"I remember the day you told me you were leaving and the make up running down my face"

You called me para pumunta sa favorite place natin. I was even excited kasi magkikita ulit tayo after so many days na busy ka sa studies mo dahil graduating ka na at puro thesis.

I was excited kasi I thought we're having a date... but I shouldn't have expected those. Kasi nasaktan at nadisappoint lang ako.

You can't even look me in the eye when you said sorry because there's someone else! That you didn't expect to fall for another girl and how you didn't want to hurt me.

But guess what? YOU DID! You know what disappointed me the most? It's when you said that when you're with her, you always forget that you have me.

That you can't stop and control your feelings for her. That you're happier when you're with her. I was just staring at you. I wanted to cry but my tears won't fall.

Siguro ganun talaga no? When everything you've worked hard for crashes before your very eyes, you'll feel numb. Hindi mo kasi dinahan dahan.

Isang bagsakan ginawa mo hindi man lang ako nakapag ready. It's hard to take all in, alam mo ba yun? Siguro hindi, kasi siya lang naman iniisip mo nung panahon na yun eh, diba?

Kung paano siyang nahihirapan na meron ka pang ako- tayo? Kaya nga nilayasan kita nun eh. Kasi sobrang sakit na ng sinasabi mo! How could you think how she feels pero yung feelings ko, hindi mo naisip? Bakit ganun?

"I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted."

I ran away from you thinking what went wrong, kung ano ba yung mga pagkukulang ko, kung ano bang mali sa akin. Then our last days flashed into my mind... The times when we're still happy. Your kisses, your hugs... Every sweet gestures that you do that got me addicted to you. But that's all memories now, right?

Because after that dreadful day, you never contacted me again. You never asked for my forgiveness again, you never tried to talk to me again, and you never asked me to fix our relationship. You disappeared and didn't want to be a part of my life anymore... Just like that, in a snap. Bigla ka na lang nawala sa akin. 

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