Love Psycho

01 Dark Rainbow

Vivid images in my head..

That certain moment, everything ended

My heart quickened

My pulse raced rapidly

The pieces of undoubtful pain shattered as bloodshot eyes stared at me

Whenever I looked at the mirror

A pained pyscho was all I could see

He made me this way

It certainly turned out true

A combination of love and pain made up my life

Physical, emotional and mental pain created the love we shared

I never complained

Death wishes, suicidal thoughts and self harm were daily topics in my faded diary

I washed you with my undying love and sickened body and you gifted hatred back

A mess was a typical name of me until...

I met him

The 'he' who created a rainbow in my darkness

A sunshine in my smile and reason to live again

He showed me a brighter view of living

He loved me unconditionally

He complimented me without effort

Your scars made me fall for you more and more..

It tells a story that you are way stronger than the obstacles life throws, he said those exact words to me

He picked up every single shattered glass heart with bare hands and made it beat again

I loved him, I still do

He was my blessing in disguise

Until death called him without informing me

The demon who destroyed my heart years back...killed my positive influencer

Right in front of me..

I made a grimace when the three bullets pierced through him in seconds that sent chills down my spine

That certain moment gave me hope to end it all

To follow my one true love who saved me from this cruel world and died in the end

Now continue living in hell, where I left you, whore!, the demon smirked and said while walking away

Suicidal images kept dancing in as usual and I had a sudden urge to erase them

I stared back at my lifeless lover

His handsomeness never seemed to fade, even while dead..i thought

Already missing his dimple, I layed beside him. Quivering in pain and fear..

He left me alone..alone in the sinful world..more tears rolled down my pitch red eyes as I screamed in pain

I watched the blood continue to ooze out as I cried for life, cried for salvation, cried for reassured that he'll come back alive...

Which I knew very well wasn't going to happen. It was the only idea I had

He saved me from the death I always wanted, years back

Killing myself wouldn't justify his death, I said to myself

Its time to show the demon what he made me

I gave Aiden one last glance and kissed him deeply, pouring all the emotions I had to the last kiss

It's the last time you're doing this, my mind whispered to me

I'll never love anyone else, you own my heart even in your death, I said

Get ready Dee, you are so going to regret seeing daylight

I'll make sure the demon kills me before he even touches me, I promise Aiden

Those are my plans to justify your death

I love you Aiden, I said, fidgeting slightly while standing up.

I stand still for a while, trying to retrieve all that has happened in just an hour

I move slowly with a hurting smile plastered on my face, knowing fully well that I'll take Dee down

I know Aiden would've loved to see me dependent and brave

I never imagined myself years back trying to take Dee down in the future

All thanks to my love.

I stepped out of the garage where Aiden was shot.

Ready to begin the journey of life and win what I would've done years back.

It's time.

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Hey guys, it's time for Ava to get her life back.

Will Dee return to kill her? or will things turn out for the better?
We'll find out in the next chapter💕

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