International Stardom (BTS Spanking story)

Fight Night {Jungkook+Wooseok+Taemin} pt.3/3

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// Jin's POV //

My chest twisted at the reflection of my father.

I left the dorm an hour ago when I saw the half-hearted text from him.

We need to talk.

I'm being a child, I know, but my heart is shattering relentlessly. The man I once knew, who raised me, was just a stranger.

He didn't look any better, his eyes were heavy with exhaustion:

"Jin, please listen to me. You don't know the full story."

I glared at him but nodded at him to continue.

"Last summer, I lost my job. Your mother was terrified that we were going to lose the house, so I took matters into my own hands. Your mom's brother is a painter and runs his own business, he offered me a job and without knowing what it was, I took it. I didn't know until my first day that I was going to be drawing naked women, at first I was disgusted but the money. Oh Seokjin, the money was amazing! So against my better nature, I kept doing it without telling your mother. That's why you found it in my room, because I was going to tell her that night."

My mind was frozen in shock, "W-What? Appa, why didn't you tell me?!"

"I didn't want to be a burden on you! You were getting such incredible success and we were so proud! We didn't want to involve you, we're the parents. It's not our role to worry our children with our problems."

"Appa! I would have loved to help you out! You aren't a burden on me! You raised me for 18 years! I desperately want to pay you back," I argued.

"Son, this was my choice. I'm the one who lost my job, it was my own fault. You were in America, you wouldn't have been able to help us out anyway."

"Are you still keeping this from mom?" 

"No," He said, "I told her after you left."

"I-i I don't know what to say," I sat down on the park bench.

"You could apologize for calling me an adulterer," My dad smiled.

I smile back at him, "I'm so sorry Appa. That was disrespectful, please forgive me."

He sat next to me, "of course I forgive you, son."

We sat there in silence until I rubbed a hand on his back and pulled him into a hug, which he gratefully accepted.

When we pulled apart, my dad looked me in the eyes, "Seokjin. I'm going to ask you something and I want you to tell me the truth."

I was astonished, I've never lied to him before. Why is he worried that I would?

"Of course, Appa."

"How long have you been doing drugs?"

My body was electrocuted. I felt a lightning of shock run through my head.

"W-Who told you?"

"Your brother."

My brother?! That son of a bitch! I told him that in confidence.

"A-Appa-"

"Answer my question, Seokjin."

"I-I was put on the medicine when I was diagnosed with ADHD. They aren't drugs they are-"

"Jin, you know that's not what I'm talking about."

I close my eyes. I knew exactly what he was talking about.

Five months ago, my manager sent me to the doctor because I kept fainting in the middle of the day. I went to the hospital without my members knowing where I was. I thought for sure I would get in trouble, but it turned out that they had a meeting all day, so they didn't even notice.

When my doctor diagnosed me with Narcolepsy, I was placed on several mind-numbing drugs. The first drug I was placed on was SSRI and they made me into a hyperactive insomniac. I would go often four or five days without sleep and be completely fine.

My manager was worried so my doctor wanted to stop prescribing me with them, but by that point I was a total fiend. My members couldn't understand why I was hyper all the fucking time, and I couldn't explain to them what happened. Could you imagine me, an idol, suffering from a disease like Narcolepsy? What would Army think of me?

After a couple months, I fainted up to twice a day, and my brother gave me an intervention. He said if I didn't stop now, he would tell my members. I can't let my Dongsaengs know!

"Five months."

"Why didn't you tell anyone?"

"Are you insane? I'm an idol, I can't have this kind of problem! I'll be kick out of the group!"

My father shook his head, "Seokjin this medicine is going to kill you. I can see in your eyes that you haven't slept in days, and it's getting worse. Did you know that you can die from no sleep?"

"Appa."

"You're risking your life, for what? Fame?"

"I'm risking my life because I love my job, my members, my fans. I don't care if I never sleep again!"

My dad stood up, looking severe:

"Seokjin. You have a choice, you either tell your members or I will. You have until tomorrow morning, I'm going to drop by your house at 7:00 and if they still don't know by then they will."

I opened my mouth, but my father just walked away.

Oh god, what have I done? What am I going to do?