[✓] 𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐎𝐌 𝐍𝐔𝐌𝐁𝐄𝐑 - zach herron

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3rd pov

jonah went to zachs door and knocked on it

"zach i want to talk to you"

no answer

"come on i want to help"

again no answer

"zach she misses you like alot"

"bullshit."

"im not lying"

"then prove it"

"WELL YEAH IF YOU OPEN THE GOD DAMN DOOR SO I CAN PROVE IT"

then, there stood zach,
its been a while since he'd open his door to his bandmates.
before they both could say anything jonah engulfed him to a big hug.

"zach you have no fucking idea how much we've missed you"

zach didnt hug back he just stood there awkwardly

"so are you gonna show me or what"

with that jonah released from the hug and went inside his room

jonah's pov

as soon as i walked in his room. the room didnt feel like zach, at all. its a different him, his room is messy, his room is now dark, its very unorganized, and ive noticed that his clothes are all wrinkly, his eyes were red and puffy, it smelt like alcohol in here.

"so are you gonna tell me or are you just gonna examine my room"

as soon as zach said that i went up to him and sat next to him

i told him on what happened outside his room, i told him about kay, i told him about she wasnt doing well either, i told him about the fandom missing him, i showed him mine and kay's conversation, i told him everything that happened on the outside of his room.

zach's pov
shit things changed, alot, like i mean it.

while jonah was babbling about my health and how im not healthy, i was thinking about why i locked myself in my room

its my fault she's like this
but i just cant show up to her while being gone for 3 months. i miss messaging her late at night, i miss her corny ass jokes, i miss her smile through the calls, i miss her voice, i miss her. but-

"hey zach are you even listening?"

he sighed

"jonah i cant act like im not jelous im done with all of these bullshit okay? i locked myself in my room cuz i know that ive hurt her too much, ive locked myself in my room cause i know that i dont have any chance with her, ive locked myself in my room cause i dont want to see her falling in love with one of you, wisihing that it could've been me, but no im such a fucked up person, look jonah i am even dating loren when we all know its fake love, im so unfair, why do i treat girls like this, jonah i-i cant"

thats when i broke down into his arms

~~~
ive kinda given up on
this story,,, should i
continue it?