Don't turn to the blade Issac. When you do you can't stop, when you can't stop there's trouble. Your mental scars are turning physical now. Stop. They can't hurt you if you don't let them. Yeah, they're treating you like shit but one day you'll be able to say, “Hey, I’ve won.” Everything comes together just give it time.
You can't let your head win yet kid. Your heads powerful, but your words are stronger. You'll win if you don't give up. What does listening to your head actually do?
Put you into an endless loop of self pity. Calm down kid this isn't a pity party. They don't own you, you make that call. So what's it goanna be then, your head or you?
You see, when someone anchors you down, that anchors going to erode and fade to nothing. But you, you, you'll still be strong above water ready to sail again. If someone's holding you back they're not going to be there forever, we don't know whether forever exists but even if It does they'll get fed up.
The blades won with me, it’s the only thing I can take for granted now. It’s not going to leave, but this is the only way I can tell you. My arms in shambles and so is my mind. What’s the point to this?
There isn’t one. There’s no point to this story the meaning is lost probably been taken to the dark places of my mind, the only thing I know isn’t even hurting me as much as myself. The razors became a friend not a foe.
For when there’s a battle self harm is my sword it blocks out the visions with no sign of the bad. Maybe the bad’s gone because of it. I can’t breathe anymore it’s taken over. Why, why am I doing this?
I don’t know either and that’s what’s killing me.
Don’t let it take you that far. Get help and find support, you know, not everyone is gonna turn their back. One day, you’ll find it and that day you’ll feel an amazing relief. I’m still trying to find it and I don’t know how much longer I can carry this on for. Arkham is round the corner being hunted by a Tye while Issac’s battling Kieran. Goodbye. I love you.
