Life Unexpected

Chapter One

It was that dream again, i was trying to get away from him but everytime i was escaping he would catch me again.. and again.. and again. I tried to hit him but i couldn't he was holding both my hands. He had a sick smile on his face while he was unbuttoning my jeans. I was resisting but i couldn't fight him anymore. 

Once again i waked up whith screams, all summer long i was having the same dream -nightmare actually- every night. I was all sweaty, i looked at the clock and it was 5.30, first day of school. Good thing that school started at 8.00, i had enough time to go get a shower and try to relax from my unpleasant dream. 

As i entered into the bathroom i looked myself to the mirror, i was the same, only my hair had changed. I had brown hair and in the summer i had had black highlights. They had grown longer too and now my curles were laying in my waist carelessy. Man! I was jealous of them! When was the last time i was careless? You could understand from the look in my hazel eyes the pain that i had gone through the previous spring, one year before my eyes were glowing with happiness now... the girl that was looking me in the mirror had a haunted look.

Anyways, time to have a bath, i needed to relax and let the bad thoughts slip away. Besides i had school in a few hours, i shouldnt let anyone realize how i was feeling. To everyone the young Zoey Malone was full of life and happiness. Yey! I tried really hard to remember how was it to feel like that but with all those things that had happened i really couldnt.

I had grown mature way too fast for my age. I was only 17 and yet i had gone through so many things.. Heartbreak, anorexia, my stepfather tried to rape me -not only once- , my sister had died... Yes! it was a long summer, i had to get through all these stuff and deal with them.

I dont know how many hours i was in the shower, when i got out the sun had already come out. It was 7.00, good god one hour left, in one hour i would see my lovely friends -Arian and Mason- i had missed them so much! And in the afternoon i would start the practice with the band again, this day seemed really good to start with! But i doubted if life would let have a nice day... 

I had only ten minutes left and i was ready, before i got out from my room i looked at my reflection in the mirror, really pale skin, really skinny, i had straighten my hair and i was wearing ripped skinny jeans with a black top and my black doctor martins. I had put some eyeliner and mascara and a little red crayon. The old me was back! It was nice to return to England after a full summer on Las Vegas, it was really cool there but no place feels as good as home, don't they say??

As i got out of my room i fell in something hard, i was scared it was my stepfather Tom but fortunately was Christian, my brother, his was only two years older than me and after Annie's death -my sister- we really bounded.

"Hey kiddo, where are you going so early?", he asked while he was puttering my head.

"I'm going to school" i sighed, now he was looking me with a blank face. Sometimes i really doubt about his intelligence."You know, that thing were you used to go until last year. Where you go everyday and you learn things, or in your case when the teachers kick you out of class? Remember?". A bright smile light up his face. "I remember kiddo i didnt need the explanation, but i forgot about it. It's too early anyways my brain isn't working yet."

"And when is your brain working exactly? I would love to see that." I said while smiling. "Shut up kiddo. You need a ride to school?"

"Naah, i will meet up with Arian anyways! Is mom and Tom home?" i asked puzzled that i haven't see them yet. "No, they stayed at Tom's last night." he sighed, he didn't like Tom either. "Whatever, i'm going i don't wanna be late in my first day." "Have a nice day kiddo!" he murmured while he was kissing my forehead. I hugged him and then i head out. 

Once i remembered that i had to walk to school i cursed inside me, i wanted my car back. Or a new car, i didn't have a problem! I JUST NEEDED A CAR! 

Anyways, i shouldn't panick, in a week or so i would get it back. And what was my mandra today? Only possitive thoughs, i should stay possitive!

As i put my headphones on i forget about everything and let myself fall in the sweet sound of the music -Sleeping with sirens, If you can't hang, one of my favourite songs!-. 

Eventually i arrived at the coffee shop where i would meet with Arian, she was already there i saw her blonde head moving in the rythme of the song she was listening. Once i entered the coffee shop she looked at me with her golden eyes piercing into my soul. She gave me one of her most beautiful smiles and showed me that she had bought me a coffee. What a relief! I didn't want to wait ten hours for my coffee. I run and hugged her with all my strenght.

"Woaah woah! Stop there you will kill me! I know you love me so much and that you really missed me because your life was empty without me, but ok ok be smoother please."

I laughed at hair and messed her hair, "You know me. Can't live without you no matter how hard i try!" She laughed and then she hugged me.

"Gee, i missed you so much" she whispered in my ear. "Yeah, me too." I whispered back.

"Anyway let's go because we don't want to be late in our first day as seniors at school, plus Mason will be really angry if we'll be more late than we already are." Oh god, Mason! How could i forgot about him? He was like my brother and i had missed him so much. 

"We better go now because he can be really fussy, and i'm not in the mood." i said. 

"Ok, lets get going then." Arian said, as i was lighting up my cigarette. And just like that my life had gone back to normal. Or so i've though.

Ok so.. this is my first fanfic and i hope you'll like it:3 i'll try to update daily but i can't promise you anything because i have school too TT-TT Anyways, review and let me know what you think:3