𝐎𝐫𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐝 𝐑𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫

Prologue

Chapter 1.1 - A New Beginning

It has been exactly a year.

A year ever since secrets has been spread, the incidents, lies. Was this all real? Or was I just dreaming and stuck in my expectations of things. Hell, it had to be real. It felt so real that I finally found a firm part of me from the inside that I was missing... and all I was missing was just this woman. The girl who was fated to be brought into my life.

I never have thought I would be living my life with a woman whose killed. A psychopath who is destined to be with a poor girl like me. I'm quite just so confused on why she hasn't killed me yet and made me one of her victims yet... My life was worthless, but ever since I've met her...Miss. Ren,, I couldn't ever get the image of her out of my head and never not break her heart into millions of pieces. I realize she does everything to just protect me for my own sake, I never thought why ...

This feeling I had was compromising. I remember I've always promised her that I would never leave her, and she wouldn't leave me for a replacement. Even though I've lost everything, my best friend, my life, my everything. But I can't lose her, she's the next thing I can't lose in my life.

Just the thought of where I can think of her all day, when she's out. It's good she trusts me more and more while we grow together. I never thought for a year we would become this unattachable and close as if we were meant to be. But she chose my path and my path was my fate to meet her then become her companion. It feels different now living my life with somebody, and getting comfortable with a lover. Yet, I still feel young and a slight change into myself. I feel that I can be myself around her without her having to judge me. Throughout the months of being together as a... couple, I realized how much she trusts me little-by-little. The way it's so impeccable to even say her name.

Ren.

The way we are compatible for each other. I can never leave her embrace ... And even if I try, she would just try to find her way back to me eventually.

She was the only one on my mind from the following day as I thought about her in my bedroom. Never wanting her thought to disappear.

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I still feel like a young girl, in a teenage body. Although I am... I just never know how to learn how to grow up, but when I am around the woman who held me hostage who just so happens to be my lover; I feel more awake and grown out of things I thought I never did. Although, I still can be very stubborn... I get that people say it's not a good look for me but I can't help it. I never got the things I wanted, but looking up to a person who truly cares for me and did everything she could for me makes me feel special. It's if I found the person I never knew had to cross my path.

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(( A/N hii my lovelies, it's been quite awhile I've written a proper author's note and some time so I'm happy to be back to it </3 btw this is just a small prologue chapter to know-how this story would go in my own preferences :D and I just think how the story would go; I would say miss Ren Pingsheng is about 4 yrs older than Jiang..? so maybe a year later after the whole ending of the incident happened, Ren is 24 now whilst Jiang is 19 turning 20 :) but for now, pretty please it would mean so much to me if you gave me some feedback on this story or on my other books ! ty ty I love each and one of you <3

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