Louis Thoughts.

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*Louis P.O.V.*

I don't understand why I am constantly feeling this way. Niall, Liam, and now Clover were feeling different. Why wasn't I?

I have come to believe a possible reason for their demon-ism leaving their souls, was because they were fulfilled. But, I murdered numerous women, even a few men, and failed all my desperate hopes. They seem to be in love, but that is a forbidden emotion, that I can only dream of experiencing. Maybe talking to the guys will help. Maybe Zayn and Harry will help me.

I read the words aloud to Zayn and Harry, but they didn't react, like I hoped they would. Suddenly filled with exasperation, I slammed my journal shut and onto the table. They weren't caring about my theory,

"Why do you even bother?" Harry asked. His arms crossed dubiously.

"Because, Harry, aren't you curious as to why they aren't like us anymore?" I felt my anger layering higher and higher. 

"Not really. Besides we already have the answer, they turned into a bunch a pussies, that it." Harry scoffed at me turned to walk away. Zayn stood next to Harry and shook his head disapprovingly, and he turned to walk out as well.

"Wait!" I screamed hysterically and gripped Zayns arm with as much force as I could muster. Zayn's face flashed to face mine, his eyes burnt entirely black, and he gritted through his teeth to let him go. But I refused.

"Please, just listen to me!" I yelled.

"No Louis! We aren't helping you! Get your filthy hands off me. We don't want to here from you again." Zayn flickered a glare filled with hatred at Louis, and used his leg to violently kicked me off him. I lost my breath and hit my head on the floor, wincing a bit from the pain, but sat up quickly to watch Zayn and Harry walk out of the room. I swore under my breath and stood back up, feeling slightly dizzy. I wasn't just going to give up, after all, I never did follow through with my experiment.

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OH! They group fell apart! Leave a comment what you think Louis is gonna do?! Do you guys remember when he said that he wanted to experiment on Niall and Kennedy in the earlier chapters? The time when he didn't kill them?? Hopefully you do! 

As always, leave a vote and comment! Luhh Yuu!

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