chapter 45 ,,my last goodbye pt2"

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Jungkook's pov.
I woke up at 09 am just to see my lovely wife sleeping next to me, i knew what she has been going through since Young-jae's death. I feel the same way, but we need to keep going. I love Young-jae with my whole heart but i can't see her broken like this anymore.
So today is her birthday and i decided to plan something.
I planted a sweet kiss on her forehead and got up to prepare myself.
I planed to meet up with Yoongi to talk about "the surprise".
I wanted to make her happy so i called the girls that trained with her and talked to them. They told us that i should visit Canada because her aunt and cousin live there. She hasn't seen them in 5 years. Another surprise is that Yoongi is going to purpose to Jimin. That's what she always wanted for her brother. To marry the one he loves and be happy.
We've got the tickets to Canada, my Father agreed to give me our mansion back there.
Everything was ready so I decited to text her since it was almost 14 am and i knew how long she'd sleep at Saturday's.

Everything was ready so I decited to text her since it was almost 14 am and i knew how long she'd sleep at Saturday's

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I smiled and went to buy some things for when i come home.
I went to the mall with Yoongi to
1) pick a ring for Jimin and
2) to buy a necklace for Y/N.

,,Jungkook. This is the 4th year that you're together." I smiled at Yoongi's statement and nodded.
,,Yes Hyung. She makes me happy and takes away all of my pain... I really love her. She deserves the world"
I noticed how it moved him as Yoongi Hyung's eyes got teary.
,,I want that with Jimin"  he smiled out and I had to chuckle.
They really are meant to be for each other.
I texted Jinyoung and asked if they were still at my home, he said they just left since it's late.
I checked the time and saw that it's 20:30 o'clock.
we got into the car and drove home.
It was 21:05 when we arrived.
I rushed inside with Yoongi following me.
The lights were dimmed as I didn't see Y/N anywhere.
She wasn't in the living room, neither in the kitchen or bedroom.
I only heard the soft sound of water hitting the cold floor.
Yoongi was still at the door as I opened the bathroom door harshly and full of fear.
What I saw next made my heart skip a beat.
Y/N laid in the bathtub surrounded by water mixed with her blood. her eyes were closed, her skin wasn't tanned anymore but very pale, her clothes were soaked wet.
I suddenly got the feeling that I ran out of oxygen and that someone started choking me.
My legs became weak as my eyes shot hot tears.
,,Kookie? What's wro-"
I got snapped back to reality as I run into the bathroom and sat next to the tub.
I closed the water and took Y/N into my arms.
,,Hey. Baby, please, d-don't l-leave. YOONGI CALL AN AMBULANCE" he stood there shocked.
his skin was paler than usually and his body was shaking.
He typed in 911 and called an ambulance.
While I sat there holding my lifeless wife in my arms.
,,Baby, please. Why would you do that? Why would you leave me?!" My voice was cracking. My sight became blurry because of the tears that never stopped falling.
After 10 minutes an ambulance arrived, they checked on her. The whole time I tried to stop the bleeding but it just wouldn't stop.
,,I'm sorry sir. There is no pulse. We've lost her. Time of death 21:16" I started sobbing harder as I couldn't believe it.
Yoongi held me in place and tried to calm me. He himself was under shock too.

Time skip

Nobody's POV.
It's the 31.10.2019.
Almost a week has past since Y/N's death.
Today is her funeral.
Everyone went there to say goodbye to her.
Jungkook was still under shock.
While everyone was sobbing he and Haneul just couldn't.
Her sister Kwan stood there crying and just didn't say anything...
While HaEun was the one fainting the whole time.
,,I WANNA SEE HER! WHERE IS SHE?! y-you can't leave Y/N?! We've known each other since 16 years! T-this is a joke" Tae took her into is embrace and wiped her but his own tears away.
Everyone left letters for her.

After the funeral.. Jungkook went home emotionless. The boys and Y/N's closest friends wanted to be with him, but he needed space.
he needed the time for himself.
He sat himself in his bed and admired the right side of the bed.
That's where Y/N would always sleep at.
Suddenly he saw something pop out under her pillow.
A purple notebook.
He pulled it out and admired it.
He caress over the beautiful object as he slowly opened it, revealing a picture of him with a little note under it.

He caress over the beautiful object as he slowly opened it, revealing a picture of him with a little note under it

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This is the man, I want to be with.
He's the one I love.
Maybe I'm just fan-girIing but he's truly amazing. His voice is so soft, like an angel.
If only dreams could come true
Never lose hope❤
-Y/N-ssi  01.09.2014

Jungkook couldn't help but smile at the fact that even before they got to know each other, she wanted him.
,,Yes love.. Maybe you were fan-girling. But at least you got what you wanted.. I love you too"
He wiped his tears and started reading her little notes.

The end is part of the journey

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Hi everyone...
This was the last chapter of new Beginning...
I started this story at the 16.11.2018 and after 6 month, I decided to let it end...
I wanna thank you for everything.
For reading,
voting
For loving and supporting this story.
I love every single one of you..
But everything has an end.

Just like Tony stark said.
,,The end is part of the journey"

-lots of love
~author-nim

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