Bulletproof Love

Chapter 18

*Midnights P.O.V*

*A week after the concert*

"So where did you even go?" Kellin asked me while I was eating a bowl of lucky Charms.

"New York." I shrugged, Skye spit her monster everywhere while Mike chocked on his Cheerios.

"Who went to New York?" Jamie asked as him and Andy walked in the house.

"Midnight." Vic said. I stood up from my spot at the bar table.

"Okay well sorry I had to get out of this damned town! Okay do you realize what's haunting me here? I came back because I missed you. I had a choice I didn't have to come back but I picked you all over my nice apartment! I had a dog I had a apartment I had things going for me! But what was missing? A bunch of assholes I can't live without!" I said.

"You had a dog!" Skye said happily.I nodded smiling remembering my beautiful blacklab. "Name." She demanded. Gesh.

"Andy, Skye Quinn duh." I said smiling.

"What's in New York that's so great?" Kellin asked me.

"Publishers, studios, record deals. I didn't want my dreams to stay my dreams so I went to chase them. I wanted this to be a surprise till they where out on the shelfs but here." I said throwing a book and a album on the table. Both mine.

"You got a book published!" Skye squealed.

"You got signed to a record label?!?!" Andy spazzed. I nodded and everyone went hectic.

"Any fans yet?" Jamie asked.

"Yeah. Mostly down in New York but their called the QuinnFam." I said then walked upstairs to get changed.

I pulled on a pair of black tights and a Nirvana sweater, my toms and a SnapBack. My hair was straitened and my makeup was the same winged eyeliner and mascara. I threw my Hulk bag over my shoulders and walked downstairs.

"Where are you going?" Kellin asked me.

"Meeting." I lied. I kissed Andy quickly before walking outside the door closing behind me. I walked down the streets and just wondered absent minded. I finally made it to my destination: the grave yard.

I closed my eyes and sighed. Taking a deep breath I walked through the gates and wondered to the two headstones that where connected.

Rose Quinn -1981-2008

Jack Quinn -1980-2008

(Idk their names so made them up!)

"Hi mommy hi Daddy." I said sitting in front of them.

"I miss you. And I wish you could be here. Kellin's band made it so far. I got a book published and a album released. I wish you could see it." I mumbled to the headstones.

"You know, you don't get answers. I've been here every weekend when you left." Kellin said. He sat beside me and wrapped his arm around my shoulder.

"Sorry I left. I had to though." I said.

"I know. But you put us through hell." He told me. I already knew that.

"Yeah well you forgot what today was didn't you." I said.

"What day is it?" He asked me.

"My birthday. Happy nineteen to me!" I said in fake happiness. I honestly can't believe that they forgot about my birthday.

"Oh fuck I'm so sorry." Kellin said.

"Don't worry about it. Nothing important." I shrugged laying down looking up at the sky. "Not like I planned on making it this long. It just happened." I mumbled.

"We'll make it up to you." Kellin said.

"You don't need to its fine." I said closing my eyes feeling tired. I fell asleep not caring where I was. I just needed sleep.

When I woke up again I was laying in my bed with Andy sitting up writing in the damn notebook again. I wrapped my arms around his waist, he looked down to me smiled and placed a kiss on my forehead.

I crawled out of bed and went down stairs and seen Skye making out with Jamie. Did NOT need to see that.

I walked to the cupboard unnoticed and grabbed a mug I made a cup of coffee then walked into the living room turning on the tv. Nothing good great.

"SKYE STOP KISSING JAMIE AND GET OUT HERE IM BORED!!" I yelled. She walked in with a sleepish smile sitting beside me.

"What's New York like?" She asked me.

"Busy, always busy. Some people are really nice and they let you start life over again. I stayed with someone I met online until I got my own place which was only like a week." I told her.

"Who was this person?" Oh God she probably thinks I'm a slut or something but it wasn't a guy.

"HER name is Sam." I said. We talked for a little bit longer until she said she had to get go somewhere. I nodded and walked down the stairs to the mini theatre where Tony and Mike where talking, I sighed then climbed back up the stairs.

I walked out into the backyard and up the big tree. I know I said it doesn't matter that no one remembered my birthday but it still hurts.

What happened while I was gone? Who said what? Who got into fights? Who tried to- never mind they wouldn't. I don't know how long I stayed in that tree for but I do know I had time to watch the sunset.

"Midnight time to come down!" Vic said walking outside. I looked below me to see him standing there with a cake in his hands and everyone standing behind me. I hoped down and leant on the tree trunk.

"Do you really think I'd forget my girlfriends birthday?" Andy asked me.

I smiled slightly and blew out the candles on the cake. What'd I wish for? I wished that everything would be okay for awhile.

"What'd you wish for?" Asked my nosie best friend.

"It's a secret." I smiled.