Blood pumping faster I feel the tension. Like a electrocution in my body messing with my vains. Like lightning strikes & activates aggression into my body. My heart rate accelerates. I feel my stomach crumble inside. my brain creates violent imaginations. Anger! Something that controls my body like no other. Something that lives in me with no escape. Anger over comes my fears but harms me at the same time. Anger gives me pleasure of hurting myself for being alive. Because anger makes me believe I can do anything in this fucked up world. Anger! Something that controls my body like no other. Because for a split second I could pick up a knife & shank myself & I wouldn't even feel it. Everything becomes possible. Anger makes me realize that life is so much better if I'm gone. You ever felt anger b4? I'm pretty sure you have. But not anger like the one I claim to obtain. Because my heart shatters in millions of pieces. My heart drops like falling off a Cliff with no return. Anger! Something that controls my body like no other. Because now I feel that I'm not alone. Now I feel someone take over my body & show me a different road. Because I'm not myself when I'm angry. I'm a demon who attacks with out hesitation. Because anger takes over my fuckin body like no other. I shiver with out fuckin breath. Because I feel myself suffocate. I feel myself in space without a space suit. I run out of breath. My lugs close in without a breath to hold. I dye slowly & the world doesn't even know. That my anger can cause my body to do a lot of things. Because it's like a spirit that comes inside of me & makes me forget that I live. Anger! Let me explain to you my definition of anger itself because anger to me is powerful. Anger to me means taking over the whole world. Anger! Anger is speaking the words untold. Anger! Is creating lava through your body instead of pumping blood. Anger! Is burning eyes with violence in hand. Anger! Something that controls my whole life. Like no other.
