Mateo Parker
All this time, she's the girl i saw in the forest before. I want to help her, i want to approached and i'll be the one to held her hand to get up.
She grow so beautiful, but i feel something in my chest while staring her face. This girl didn't deserved a man like me. She deserved more than a man not like me, a killer in her eyes.
Sometimes you need to be bad, just to show them that you're not a weak. That way, i could not feel how hurt to be alone and empty.
I Brush her hair and comb it using my finger.
I should kill her in the first place, but i cant. Her vision keep replay in my mind. Hindi ko dapat siya dinamay, but i can't stop my anger for her family. I want revenge, i want them ti suffer.
I suddenly touch her lips, in every parts of her face. This night will be the last time i'll be with her. I want to keep away from her starting now. She deserved a peaceful life. I want her to hate me, more than anything she hate.
Hindi ko inaakala na siya lang ang sisira sa matibay na pader dito sa puso ko. I've been living like a dead, even i'm still alive. Kung aabot sa punto na kailangan kong magsakripisyo, gagawin ko.
She change my view in life, in instance. She change my cold hearted heart, in into a new one. I kissed her forehead and get up in bed.
Tatapusin ko na ang lahat, babalik ako sa panibagong ako. Binuhay mo ang patay kong puso, kaya handa kong ipalit ang buhay ko para sa 'yo.
Hindi ko alam kung bakit ko kinakailangan nahulog sa babaeng tulad niya. She's the daughter of the family, who killed also my family.
Pero hindi ko magawang magalit sa kaniya ng todo. She's fragile, but she's strong and brave. But still, i need to leave her for her own good.
Kung tama man siya, na walang kinalaman ang pamilya niya sa pagkamatay ng magulang ko. Handa kong itama ang lahat, lies must be correct.
I remember something, when she was in my place. Nakilala ko agad siya no'ng pumunta sila sa mansyon. Unang pagkakita ko palang sa kaniya, she's that girl na nakita ko kasama sa pamilyang na-aksidente.
Akala ko galit lang ang nararamdaman ko noon. I want her to suffer, like i want to do for revenge. Pero habang tumatagal, nawawala ang galit ko sa bawat luha na lumalabas sa mga mata niya.
I suddenly realized, she doesn't deserved my wrath. She deserved to keep and protect at all cost. Sa huling pagkakataon tinignan ko muna ito habang nakahiga sa higaan.
This is my happiest night in my life. Ngayon lang ako ngumiti, dati hindi ako nakakaramdam ng sakit at saya pati ang pagmamahal o sempatiya sa iba.
Napatingin ako sa baril na hawak ko, mukhang kalangan ko itong iiwan sa kaniya. Aalamin ko pa ang puno't dulo ng lahat na ito, i will try to find the truth.
Inilagay ko ito sa side table at nilagyan ng itim na rosas. Sa susunod, ibang kulay na rosas ang ibibigay ko sa 'yo. I smiled at her, at inayos ang kumot bago ito tinalikuran.
" Good bye." sabi ko at lumabas na sa cabin na tinutuluyan niya. Kung sakaling muling mag-cross ang landas na tin nais ko sa Islang ito bubuo ng bagong ala-ala sa 'yo.
THE END.
