BabyGirl

BabyGirl Chapter 1

"Nah fuck you! You bitch ass nigga have fun with yo side hoe! I'm gone! I said while walking the fuck out of what was my only place to live. " No baby why you leaving?! She dont mean nothing to me! I love you..." Zay said while trying to put on his pants.

I thought you loved me... how could you do this to me. I walked out that house with all my stuff in a trash bag with tears running down my face. I sat on the bus wondering " how the fuck did I get here".
Looking back to the day all this shit started on that first day of junior year. I woke up like it was a regular day.

Kalani wake your ass up! You got school today, My mama yelled. She gets on my last nerve. "Ight I'm up mama!" "You ready for junior year it's a year closer to senior year", my mama said while smiling. "Yea yea it's just school". "You need to be more positive. Now hurry up yo ass gone miss the bus", said mama. I looked at the ceiling and said: " this may be a good year". oh, how wrong I was...

I got up played my favorite jam, IYLA - Juice on my speaker. " I wish I could say you were my first love... I wish could say I wouldn't huuurrrtt you, but baby I want it better or worse..." I sang while walking to my bathroom. I brushed my teeth then walked back to my room to figure out what I was going to wear. "hmmm, what am going to wear. I want to look cute but not overdoing it," I said while going through my closet. I found a cute little PINK outfit, I looked hella thick in it too.

I was ready to go so I grabbed my keys, walked out of the house, and started walking to the bus. I put in my headphones and continued to walk to the bus. "hey bitch" said Ebony while waving. " hey Ebony " " why you look like that? It's the first day of school and you all negative and shit" Ebony said while standing right next to me. " girl it's just another school year same shit". " what if there is a fine new boy there?" "shit... I doubt that".

We got to school and walked through the hallway. "Girl look at him... damn that is one fine ass nigga," said Ebony as she grabs my shoulder and pointing at this boy. He was talking to a group of boys. " look at him girl...I need to hop on his wave" " you need to stop"I said while laughing. He was fine tho and he was one of the elements that helped me get to where I was now. A few days later I was walking to my locker when I saw a group of boys snickering and pointing at me. " aww shit what the fuck do these niggas want". He walks to me all smooth and shit grinning with his beautiful smile.

"hey what's yo name beautiful," he said while leaning on the locker next to mine. He was cute so I just had to laugh a little bit. " I'm Kalani. what's yours?" "I'm Zayden but everyone calls me Zay. I came over here to ask you if you tryna hang out or sum." " what you tryna do" " shit it's up to you," he said while licking his lips and looking me up and down. I almost passed out right then and there. I bit my lip, looked him in his eyes, and said: " ight call me and we can figure something out." I wrote my number on a piece of paper and handed to him. I walked away and saw him smiling and looking at me walk away.

             He called me after school and he said he was gonna pick me up so we can hang out. I was so excited. I got all cute and smelled good. He pulled up to my house and saw me. " damn," Zay said. " you ready?", I said while smiling. " I been ready" Zay said.

         We had so much fun that night. We went to the skating rink and after that we went to get a milkshake. I really liked this dude. After that first date we were inseparable.

              We would chill at his house and one day I found some drugs... " hey zay! What the fuck is this?". I held the drugs while looking him in his eyes. " uhhh bae it's just something my boy wanted me to hold on to" " nigga stop lying. I know you selling. Why didn't you tell me?" " I ain't want you getting mad" " well what we gone now" I said while looking at the drugs.

               I said fuck it and I became his TrapQueen and I loved every second of it. My favorite thing to do was counting his bread late at night while listening to music with him. That's when I found out I loved money. I loved this man so much I would do anything for him.
  
          When we were together I knew I was the baddest bitch alive. Nobody could say shit to me.  A lot of bitches had a lot to say tho and I retaliated. I got into a lot of fights. I beat this one bitch so bad she got a broken nose and a concussion. I got expelled after that but I didn't care. All I cared about was my baby.
  
         I came home after getting expelled and my mom was waiting for me in the kitchen. " how the fuck you get expelled for fighting. Now I got to help pay for this girls medical bills. I can barely pay the bills in this house! What the fuck is wrong wit yo ass Kalani!", she yelled. " That hoe was talking shit and throwing dirt on my name! That's what her ass get", I answered. She raised her hand and slapped the hell out of me. " Don't you dare say those word out yo mouth! What has gotten in to you Kalani". "What the fuck", I said while rubbing my face. "Get the fuck out my house". " w-what I'm your daughter.. where would I go". "I don't care just get the fuck out and don't come back", my mama said while stuffing my things into trash bags. I grabbed my things and walked out that out mad as hell. This is some bullshit...