"I've always been afraid of losing people I love. Sometimes I wonder if there is anyone out there afraid to lose me.""Like the sea, I'm constantly changing from calm to hell."
!!WARNINGS/REMINDERS!!
Rape.
Cutting.
Heartbreak.
Deaths.
May include some of my favourite idols as side characters.Reader x Jimin
Reader x Taehyung
Reader x Fragile!???
And a sprinkle of Reader x ???? At the end. (Friendship thingy.)Let's switch the roles up, you're the idol in this.
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"I'm still the same me I always was.
The same me from before is still here
A lie that grows bigger and bigger is threatening to swallow me up.Caught in a lie."
—LIE, Park Jimin.
August 18, 2016
"Yah Jagi!" Jimin yelled excitedly, jogging up the stairs while holding a small box in his tiny hands. "Yeah?" He heard a tired, low voice say as he entered the room. "I bought 'chu a gift!" He smiled as he gave the gift to Y/n. "I hope you like it.." He nervously smiled, waiting for her reaction.
"Jagi, you know I don't deserve this.." Y/n said, opening the small box that hid a promise ring. "Aww..don't be so blue! I can tell you like it." He smiled, sitting next to Y/n on the bed. "Jimin, please. We won't work out. I'm pretty sure you know that." Y/n sighed, closing the box and holding them between her bigger hands.
"I-I— B-But you like it...right..?" Jimin sadly whispered, grabbing Y/n's hands and squeezing them. "...yeah, I do.." she replied back. "T-Then...wear them I guess...let's enjoy the time we still have left as lovers, and when our times over. We can remove them to get rid of the memories we had and move on. Or keep them instead." Jimin said, pulling his hands away and wiping away his tears.
"Jimin, I'll be honest with you."
"Huh?"
"I don't like you. My family forced me to date you to see how our relationship would work out. I said no, because you're my Friend. But then they blackmailed me endlessly, saying things like 'I'm gonna kill myself' or 'We'll tell the police that you killed Mom!" And all that bullshit. I knew it was fake so I said no. But they kept on pushing me and pushing me until I snapped." She paused, looking away while all Color from Jimin's face started draining and more tears filled his eyes.
"Eventually, I still said no. But when I snapped, I did some things I'm....not proud of." She sighed, while Jimin cupped his mouth with his hands in shock.
"Like playing with your heart."
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"Cry again, that I couldn't protect you.
Deeper and deeper, the wound just gets deeper.""Why were you like that to me then?"
"A r e y o u c a l l I n g m e a s i n n e r ?"
"So cry.
Please dry my eyes.
That light, that light, please illuminate my crimes,
I can't undo them, the red blood is flowing.
Deeper, everyday I think I'll die."
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