My brain is frozen
My body is numb
I'm shaking from head to toe
I dont know what to do
I'm not sure what you've done
If you are gone I want u to know:
I wish I payed more attention to you
I wish I showed u how much I care
I wish I could've been with you to comfort you and make you feel ok
I wish I didnt only think about myself and my problems so much, and listened to yours
I wish I payed enough attention to you to see the pain that was always in your eyes
I just denied
I denied it all
I just wanted to make everything fun and games
I haven't even been friends with you for very long
But u have been one of the best friends I could ever ask for
I hope you get to read this
I hope your not gone
I hope i get to see you at school on Monday
I'm sorry i couldn't be at your house to comfort you
If you read this,
From now on I will try extra hard to listen to your problems before rambling on about my own
I will pay attention, and if I see the sorrowful pain in your eyes I will ask you what is wrong
I will make sure that I'm the best friend to you that you could ever ask for
If you are still there please take the time to read this
all 256 words
From Carissa
