It is a bit of an oddity to find any true illuminating literature that could possibly provoke you to step back and evaluate the course of your actions. I was beck. Dear God, I am beck . Posting vain selfies following a quote I looked up on google to seem like it had any correlation with me just wanting to show the new push up bra beneath my cotton v neck I purchased at target. Convincing myself that the world will buy whatever I try to portray as my most authentic self while not dealing with the demons that entraps the freedom of acceptance I so desperately crave. I am not a woman who begs for attention but simply a young girl trying to contain my paternal disappointments by rebranding myself just like shiny Christmas morning wrapping paper exterior and Joe is my bow. He notices my deep underlying subconscious issues and pounces. He is the person I allow in every time I passively listen concerning his intentions while he plots to remove every crutch around me so he could simply be the only one underneath my arms. It is profound that we casually live our lives without the slightest doubt that there are real predators out there like Joe. Joe is not a bad guy . Joe makes bad decisions that ultimately reflects poorly on his character. Misguided boys with stunted emotional growth over time may lead to broken men. Broken men cannot be healed simply by a great everythingship. They need more. In no way beck asked for what she got or Joe is justified with the morbid things he did. What I hope to reveal is the deep need of women to look up every once in a while. Be responsible. Be safe . Remain steadfast of the intuition you hold . Consider your family and friends when meeting someone new romantically. Although this series has opened an unending can of worms of epiphanies do not get so involved with the characters that you miss the imperative moral that personality disorders can sometimes lie dormant in innocent people but drives them to do unremarkable things . Know that you are not the cause of any bizarre affliction you face but simply keep your awareness heightened.