Never have I ever

Chapter One

"Never have I ever" the words that changed my life forever. I thought we were just playing an innocent game, but it turned out to be the biggest mistake of my life.

Me and my friends met after school on the last day of school. We wanted to celebrate our graduation from high school. Everyone of us brought alcohol and Nick, my best friend, brought weed too.

Our group consisted of 5 guys and 3 girls. There were Nick, Cindy and Louis, they were a couple, Lily and Mia, who were twins and Louis sisters. Mack and Luke were the school football stars and then there was me, the school nerd who didn't know why anyone would like him.

I got into the group because I had the opportunity to get a bottle of whiskey for them and I took it. After that Nick and I started talking and got best friends over time. The only problem was that I got a crush on him that he didn't know about. I even had a girlfriend for a while just, so he wouldn't find out I'm gay. I never saw him with someone in any kind of relationship, which I was very happy about because I think I couldn't bear it seeing him with someone else.

But that night everything changed. We played "Never have I ever" whilst all of us were drunk and everyone but me was stoned. We asked the most stupid question and after a while Cindy said: "Never have I ever been in love" Of course Cindy herself and Louis took a shot. I slowly took a shot glass and looked around. The only other person who had a glass in his hand was Nick. He looked me directly in the eyes whilst taking his shot. I got completely red and looked at the ceiling as I took a sip of my whiskey. The others looked at us expecting us to tell them who it was. I just shook my head, and which just made beg more. I was persistent, but so were they. they only stopped asking me when Nick meant he would tell them if they wouldn't bother me anymore. They were so happy about the fact that even one of us would tell them that they really stopped bugging me. Everyone looked at him waiting for him to say something. Even I got nervous at that moment. I couldn't figure out if I wanted to know who it was or if I didn't. Nick didn't seem nervous at all, which really didn't calm me down. He looked at everyone in the room until he stopped looking directly in my eyes. "Daniel", he whispered. I couldn't breathe, my heart started beating faster and my dace turned completely red. The others started giggling. I don't know if they thought it was a joke or if they just were happy because they were drunk and high. I was confused. "Really?", I asked quietly. "Really!", he promised with the most handsome smile on his face. I scotched closer to him, put my hand on his cheek and he leaned into it. I looked deep into his eyes and realised that they came slowly closer. Right in front of my dace he stopped and whispered: "May I kiss you?" Before he could finish his sentence, I closed the gap between us. It was my first kiss and I couldn't have wished for a better one. He had the softest lips, and nothing had ever felt as great as his hands on my waist. The kiss got more intense and Nick leaned in more and more. That was when I pushed him a bit back, because I couldn't breath properly anymore. "Wow!", I remarked silently. He pulled me in for a hug and whispered in my ear: " You don't know how bad I would like to be alone with you right now." I started giggling like a little girl and got hot cheeks. I kissed him again whilst playing with his hair. They really were as fluffy as I imagined. The kiss turned into a make out session again and only stopped when Luke coughed: "Sorry for interrupting, but we would really like to play again." Nick looked really annoyed which made me giggle. It was when Nick squeezed my thighs, to stop me from laughing so much, that I realised that I was sitting on his lap. I tried to get off him, but he held onto me. Suddenly I was the one who was annoyed. Which made him happier than it should in my eyes. After having a failed attempt art getting away by distracting him with a kiss I gave up. That apparently made Nick happy, because he put his head on my shoulder.

We played for a few more hours until everyone but me and Nick strangely got tired at the same time. After thy fell asleep Nick whispered: "I may have put something in their drinks, so I can be alone with you." For some reason I thought that it was really romantic. I just was so happy that we could finally really talk and have some alone time, that I didn't ask what he put in there. That was our first night together and even though I never would have believed it, it was the last one too.