Fucked love ~lil Xan

17 ; c

Claudia's pov
One hour later

I've watched Diego get fucked up over the past hour. Shot after shot. Gulping bottles down. I saw him stumbling and fall. I walked over to him. I couldn't just watch him like this I had to help.

I squatted down and helped him up. "Come on lets go" I said putting his arm around me. I grabbed his keys out of his pockets coming real close to touching his dick. "Mhmmm go a little more right"he said meaning go right with my hand to touch his dick. I just smacked my lips driving away.

That's my best friend started playing. I got a flashback of memories of me driving down the high way blasting this song with Diego holding my hand taking videos.

I looked over and noticed Diego staring at me. "Yes the fuck" I said laughing "nothing I just missed looking at you." "Oh shut up Diego" I said pushing his head. "I'm for real gonna marry u one day Claudia I love you" he said sluring his words
"Ur drunk and don't know what ur saying"
"It's sober thoughts I'm honest when I'm drunk. I for real love you and I need you to see that."

"Ugh i love you too but my love isn't given you have to earn it" I said smirking

"I know baby." He said grabbing it rubbing my hand with his thumb. Even when he's drunk he's affectionate. Ugh I miss him. What tf do I do.

We got to my apartment I went around and opened his door. He was almost asleep. I shake him. He groans and gets up. I wrap his arms around my shoulders to help him walk.

We get to my apartment and I lay him down on my bed. "I missed ur bed and the silk sheets" he said rubbing his face against the bed. I just laughed. I have him a bottle of water and a bag of McDonald's I ordered.

"#7 your favorite" I said as he opened the bag
"You remembered"
"Always" I said getting up changing into a sleeping dress type of thing. I then put a random hoodie over because I get cold. I gave Diego a look and he put his hands over his eyes. "Done" he looked up at me.
"Your wearing my hoodie" he said smiling
"Didn't even realize" I said laying down. I was comfortable sleeping in a bed with Diego.

I rolled over pulling the blanket couple minutes later Diego turned the light off rolling over scooting Coker to me. Is couched back a little making us spoon. He wrapped his arm around my waste. I just smiled.

then a tear dropped from my eyes. I miss this so much but at the same time he hurt me. My mom always told me a person that hurts u in a tragic way doesn't love you." Which was true but Diego I can't stay away for. It like he's a drug for me. I'm addicted.