Falling apart

Failed love

Lena's pov

„I can't do this, Kara" I can't look in her eyes cuz I know she's crying right now and I can't see her like that. Kara is there in front of me, sobbing. I've never seen her like that „you said you'd love me" her voice sounds broken, I did this to her. i do want her, I want her so bad. I love her more than anything in the world. But I'm a luthor...my mother is gonna kill her, she's gonna be in even more danger. I can't let that happen even if it breaks my heart

„Kara" I'm taking her beautiful face into my hands, kissing her softly, her mouth opening for me so our tongues can go in sync. it's a long passionate kiss and I'm so sure about my feelings for her, she's my world. I kiss her forehead, „I do love you, I love you more than anything, Kara Danvers"
A tear is rolls down her cheek while I'm basically drowning in her ocean blue eyes, they're filled with hope „then why can't you be my girlfriend?"

when I can't give her a good answer she collapses into my arms, crying into my shoulder „because I'm a luthor and you're a super, I can't because I don't want to put you in even more danger" she takes a moment to look at me „but Lena I love you, I would do anything for you, anything!" She sounds so fragile, I've done this to her...I'm breaking the love of my life right now. „Kara" she looks down, not reacting „Kara" I'm trying again but still she won't look at me. „Please look at me" that's it, i can't hold back the tears anymore, I burst out in tears next to Kara. She looks up shocked from my sudden outburst but quickly picks me up and carries me into the bedroom laying me down on her bed „Lena- I'm always gonna love you, I- I'll wait for you" she hands me one of her oversized t-Shirts that i could wear.

i want her now, I need her. „It's gonna be worth the time Kara, I'm gonna be yours." there it is, it's weak but it's there, that smile. I love to see it, I'm never getting tired of it and I'm never getting tired of this incredible woman. „Please join me" I say, tired of crying. She smiles then cuddles up to me, her arm resting on my chest when I was slowly drift to sleep in Kara's arms.

[3 hours later]
I wake up because of Kara crying, it's like 3 am, I guess I shouldn't be surprised, it's my fault that she's suffering right now. I turn around to face her, kissing her cheek and placing her head on my chest so she could listen and feel my heartbeat, I know she loves to do that even when she has a super hearing, that's how she loves doing it the most. She smiles in her sleep. „I love you kara" I say quietly before falling asleep.

Hi! Sorry this is short and messed up but I promise It's gonna get better! There's gonna be a lot of the Danverssisters bc- I just love them 😊💭❤️