Terrible Beginnings
Ashley p.o.v
its only been the third week of school i love it but its way crazy no phones so i always have to leave it home it sucks. I'm very glad i got accepted into this school i'll get so far with this school. It's friday T.G.I.F lol after school me and my new friend Tanasia went to the library after school, well see me and her take the exact same busses to and from school and just manage to get on the exact same bus everyday crazy right? But anyways after the library we decided to check out the new party city in Fordham. We went in seeing everything in the store when a tiara caught my eye and said that it would be perfect for my birthday. After that we decided to wait for the bus to go home. After a shortwhile the bus came and we went our separate ways when i got off on my stop. When i got home there was no one home so i decided to watch movies on our ps3 since me and my dad just moved into our new apartment we had'nt had our cable yet so we would watch attena tv or movies iit was like that for a while. Our apartment was so beautiful new in a private building i loved it it was so awesome or so i thought we had only been living there the three weeks since school started. after a while i went and showered getting ready for bed. Going to sleep for that night not knowing what will come and it wound up being the worst day in my entire life.
Saturday, September 28,2013
I woke up and my dad was home he was watching the news, so i decided to lay next to him and watch the news with him that's just something we always have done it was basically our routine for morning and night. Our favorite show was law and order each type it was just our thing. Even though my dad and I fought alot we would always watch our shows together just me and him mainly beacuse he had fully custody of me long story on that one but that would mean going all the way back to when i was four years old. Anyways my dad looked at me and asked me what i was planing on doing to day for me it would basically be the library but instead i asked if he could take me to my bestfriend Evangeline's house, so we both took our showers ate and left out i hated going to webster especially now that my uncle was out of jail and we'd seen him the other day i was petriffied. Here's why he molested me when i was 12, I would have never thought he would do that in atrillion year but with his criminal record it makes sense but what ever not on that . My dad and I hopped into the van and went on our way to my friends and aunts appartment building. Since I was afraid my dad took me upstairs on the elevator, so i went to my bestfriends house and told her everything about my new school and she talked about hers after that we watch Titanic for the twelved time lol then other movies on netflix that was just us. Little did we both know that today would be our last day seeing eachother ever again. after about three movies i decided to go to my aunts house and use her wi-fi like alwasy that was the main reason i really ever went over there or to watch my favorite shows. By then it was 6:00 pm, my aunt had just finished making diner and told me to call my dad upstairs, well so I did. this is basically how our conversation went ...................
Ring.......... Ring............. Ring ................
Dad - Hello?
Me - Dad. Titi said for you come upstairsand eat she made diner.
Dad - Okay...... I'll be up there shortly give me a few minutes im doing something right now tell her to put my food aside.
Me - Okay I will let her know
Dad - Okay.... I love you
Me - I love you too hurry up
(laughing i hung up the phone and proceeeded to eating my food)
Two hours later..........
(calling my dad)
Ring...... Ring... Ring..... Ring..... Ring...... (voice mail)
(hangs up the phone)
After this I recalled about fifteen times
Still no answer
It's a half hour later still no word from my dad, Everyone began to leave the house leaving me to watch my little cousin who was sleeping. I was left alone until my cousin Chris' girlfriend came over and i wound up staying with her briefly after I established meeting her, There was a knock at the door i was sitting on the couch calling my dad over and over again, my cousins girlfriend answered the door to my shock it was my sister Krystle and her bestfriend Molly.
In my head i was happy but surprised. why were they here? my sister hugged me and her molly and my cousins girlfriend went into the kitchen whiule i was still calling my dad and wondering why he was not answering his phone after me calling so many times. My sister, her bestfriend, and my cousins f=girlfriend looked at me with sad eyes as i clearly remeber.
My sister finally broke the silence and told me why my dad wasnt answering his phone and why everyone had rushed out of the house to my surprise i was extemely heartbroken i couldnt bare of what had been happening for me i found out in these exact words quote on quote.
Krystle - Ash you okay?
Me - well no not really I've been tryiong to call my dad for three hours but yeah why ?
Krystle - Ash I'm really sorry.
Me - sorry ? sorry for what? you didnt do anything to me except surprise me and I'm glad to see you really but i just want to go home I'm tired and i just want to go home with my dad.
Krystle - No, i'm sorry because your dad is dead.
Me - wh-wha-what ? what are you talking about stop playing around that isn't funny. why would you say that?
Me - (my eyes started wide I look at my sister and began to realize she was not kidding or playing around she was dead serious.)
I began to sob plead and ask her why and how did she know i did not, now everything became clear thats why everyone was leaving out and leaving me with my little cousin this pain was way beyond me i'd never ever felt this way before my dad was my world the only man I ever trusted and right then and there I had realized all the gthings i've done to disrespect him and the things i said to him those fowl and mean word I can not bare to know wHY AND HOW SO MUCH HATTERED I HAD FOR THE MAN WHO HAD MY INTEREST AT HAND THE PERSON WHO CARED MOST AND ALWAYS WANTED THE BEST FOR ME WAS NOW GONE!
