I've tried to force myself
to not look your way
or be somewhere
I know you'll be
maybe it's the fear
that we won't speak then
maybe it's the fear
that I'll realise everything
that I fell for
and I'll fall even more so
and I can't let that happen
but I want you back
at least in my life
I want to hear your laugh again
and see a smile
instead of distance
I silently promised you
I wouldn't do anything
no pulling you close and an eager kiss
not anymore
I've always made you
make every first move
a safety policy of mine
but it didn't matter in the end
did it?
my friends tell me
that you're staring at me
but anytime I've looked
I never meet your eyes
but when I catch you
there's eye contact for a second
as hard as I try not to
you always catch my eye
you always have Devil
I don't think that's gonna change
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The Devil's Love-Ridden Abuse II POETRY Second Edition
PuisiAsh stains on my jeans you're still on my mind cherry on my skin you're still there pain doesn't block you out freezing hands shaking body withdrawals from your warmth butt burning my fingertips burning my lips dying to feel you again strike the...
