You see me walking in the corridors,
Your friend shoves me,
She says oh my go your so fat you bloody chit,
You just stand there watching,
Too kind to do join in,
But too cruel to stop anything,
You saw me at the bus stop watched as your boyfriends friends shoved me around,
They punched me,
I had a bust lip,
Black eye,
Broken nose,
But worst of all,
Worst of all I had a broken spirit,
You were there when I decided I couldn't take it no more,
Jeered with the others when they said I should kill myself,
Laughed as I burst into tears,
Snickered as I fled,
And mocked me when I stumbled,
But you weren't there when I decided to do exactly as you all said,
You were not there when I could not find any rope except for the skipping rope you gave me for my 8 th birthday,
Happier times,
When we were still friends,
When you didn not care about how I looked,
Or weighed,
You were not there when I took stood at the edge of the tub,
Preparing to jump,
You were not there when my little sister found me,
Just hanging there,
She screamed you know,
You were there for the funeral,
Everyone from my school sttended,
But non of you were really sorry.
