THE THOUGHTS TO LOVE

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         As Rin wakes up in a forest with faded white fog everywhere, she is freezing cold and could see he own breath.her mind was blank of where she was.she felt lost and alone."Oh, your finally awake."a voice said,which scared the heck out of Rin.she then looks to her left and when she did she sees Vice staring at her."o-oh,w-was I out for long?"she asked in a shy soft tone.Vice then gets up from sitting on the ground and dusted himself off as he replied"No."he then walks up to Rin as he said"are you alright?""y-yes."Rin replied shyly.Vice then stops once he got in front of Rin,and holds out his hand towards her.Rin just stared at it and then looked up at Vice with bight pink cheeks.she then looks back down at Vice's hand again,"well?"Vice started which scared Rin enough to look up at him."your suppose to grab it."Vice said in a soft straight tone.Rin then takes ahold of Vice's hand,and he helps her to her feet."now,to find away out of this place."Vice said letting go of Rin's hand.Rin then looked at her hand,'I actually grabbed his hand...I...'she then put her hand to her chest and closed her eyes as she said in her head.'I actually...did it...I touched him...my heart...I can feel it...it's beating very fast.'a soft shy smile appeared on her face."Hey!"a voice yelled and that made Rin come out of her thoughts.she then looked to where the voice had came from and she sees Vice staring at her with his orangeish-yellow eyes."well, what's keeping ya?come on."Vice said."o-oh,right.i-im sorry."Rin said as she ran to catch up to Vice.

[10 minutes later]

Rin and Vice are walking sided by sided each other.'this is a dream right?'Rin began in her thoughts.'am I really in this forest...alone with him?..or is this...fake..?'she then put her hand up to her chest.'my heart...it's beating again...'she then looked up at Vice,'..his eyes...there...very bright like the sun.but they look sad...and...'Vice then feels Rin looking at him and so he looks at her without turning his head and Rin continues her thoughts.'..lonely...I want to help him...I want to do something for him...but what?' "are you alright?"Vice said and that brought Rin out of her thoughts,"huh?""your staring at me like you want to tell me something.so what is it?"Vice said as he stopped walking."o-oh..."Rin said as she stops to and stares at the ground."well, aren't you going to tell me or not?"Vice asked.Rin then studdered"well,im...uh..."she then stops and said"it's nothing.""are you sure?I mean you did look like you had something on your mind.come on.just tell me."Vice said pulling for Rin to say what was on her mind.Rin then blushed deeply and looked at Vice and tried to talk.but she couldn't.her voice wasn't responding.she was to scared to even make a noise.'come on.just tell him.'she said in her mind.she then takes a deep breath and released it and tried again,"well,I was..."she stopped and looked down and sighed sadly."it's alright."a voice said and Rin looks up and Vice said without looking at her"you don't have to tell if you don't want to.""but.."Rin started,but Vice said"and to tell you the truth,you were shrugging to just say anything.so,I rather you don't tell me,then you hurting yourself to try and tell.so it's okay."he then turns to look at Rin,and smiles his soften smile(the one he uses to hide the complete asshole he is.but it also had a little truth to it just to made it a little real.)Rin then blushed and Vice turned and started to walk again.'he doesn't want me to hurt myself?'she said in her thoughts,she then looked at Vice who was walking further away.'I knew he was nice.'she then smiled softly."Hey!your falling behind again!"Vice called and Rin snapped out of her thoughts.she then runs to catch up with Vice,she then said in her mind as she is running 'if this is a dream...I never want it to end...I love...I really love you...Vice...'she then reaches Vice and said in her mind as she walks beside Vice.'since the day I saw you...I knew...I really knew you were the one...Vice.you make me feel like the sun was always here in my chest...whenever I saw you...I couldn't help but...smile...your eyes...your hair...your voice...your prefect for me...Vice,you probably will never know How much I love you...but I do...I love you so much that...that,my heart can't stop beating everytime I heard your voice or when someone said your name...Vice...on the day before I saw you...I was still in love with Angel Zayz...he was my best friend...the guy that every girl at my school wanted...I was one of them...but I never let him know it...not until I made him smile...everyday he was sad...he looked like everyday the sun wasn't there and a thunderstorm was...I kept trying and trying and trying...but he never smiled...but then we met Makoto Akai and his friends...they asked Angel if he want to join them...Angel said Yes...I ended up going with him...I still want to make him smile...but then...he started hanging out with Skyler Zairen...everyday he was with her and...everyday he was starting to smile more and more...finally...Angel and her became boyfriend and girlfriend...I was happy that Angel finally smiled,but...I was sad that I didn't do it...my heart was broken,but it didn't really hurt...finally you came to Senri's mansion...when I first saw you...I fell in love...my once in pain heart wasn't hurting...instead,it was happy...I never thought I could love anyone besides Angel,but...I was wrong...when I finally learned your name...my heart beated fast...it was like the time I heard you speak...I was in love with you...I wanted to tell you my feelings,but...I couldn't...you weren't like Angel...I loved you so much I couldn't talk to you... Everytime I got close to you...everytime I said your name...I got scared and my voice wouldn't respond...I love you that much...when you got sick I was worried,very worried and I wanted to help you get over it...so I made you some soup...I was nervous and scared that it was going to taste bad and maybe even make you worse... but when I heard you say it was great...I was happy that you loved it...I was happy you tried it...that day was the best...Vice I really, really.... from the bottom of my heart...love you so much...Vice...but I just have but one wish...my one wish is for you to just love me...back...Vice Princeton...I love you...and this time my heart is 100% right,Vice...'

to be continued....

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