I was doing it , i was doing it now i didn't care how much i regret it and loath myself i'm doing it. I slammed the door open knocking down a basketball & a few pens.He was smiling down at a text in his dorm room when his eye's shoot up.
"You never loved me" I said in a whispered as i looked at him and all my angry faded and regret drew in me.
"What are you talking about ? we broke up awhile ago .. get over yourself i'm sorry" The angry surge-red through me once again like lighting bolts.
"The difference-" i began realizing he wouldn't understand , he would never understand cause I love him , I loved him so much is hurt & he never did. He looked me in the eye countless of times and told me he loved me , like a fool i believed him and feed off of his blissful words. "The difference is i stayed" i said calmed and gentling walking out the room.
I'm finished now.
