The reason we all exist.

Sleep.

I was awake for almost 14 whole hours. I couldn't keep my eyes open anymore but I had to wait. If I didn't then I would miss her call.
Three days later...
I can't I can't I can't! Why am I still awake? Why can't I just accept the fact that she won't call. I want to sleep but my head is telling me to stay awake no matter what. My mind craves the sound of her voice and can't stop replaying the first time I heard it. Does she still remember? Does she still remember that she was going to call me? Did she move on?! Am I ugly? Did I make her disgusted? Why is she doing this to me! But she's not doing anything, it's my own mind overthinking. Oh well I guess i will just sleep.
The next morning.
She called me!!!!! And I never answered! Oh no! Why!!! Why now!! I'm never going to sleep again until she calls me again. It just sucks that I can't text her or else her mom will find out that she has been using her phone. I'm so tired but it did feel good to sleep. Guess I'll have to be more serious this time.