My life is a mess but oh well

So im back peeps

Umm ok so I am back last week and the week before that has been very wired for me and my emotions where wack and I was not in the right mind set. The things that happened where I got a gf it was ok for some time but we did not talk that much so yea and then they broke up with me but before that alot of other stuff happened. So I'm still going through family problems and stuff and I was not in a good state so yea but I actually like this person but nope just like that I got hurt aging and I probably won't date until I'm ready and until I'm in the right mind. Ummm so there's that and schools almost out and ya I'm glade for that but I also am not ready for it to end one of the reasons is because it's the only escape I had from my family. I also will miss my friends but will get to see them but yea. My emotions are alll over the place and it's not good one second I'm mad the next I'm laughing and then I start crying so that's not good. I'm just not okay yee yee mannnn. I just wnat someone that will make me happy and be with and them love me for me so yea. Not I'm really not ina good state and yea.so that's what's been happening. Ok so that that so byeee peeps I love you peoples.