Hurt

1. Never again

Working at Starbucks while going college isn't a great combination, you never get some rest I've been working for hours on end its a Friday the 13th and we all know something happens when the 13th is a Friday never good especially for me my phone started buzzing in my pocket I picked it up its Jason I answered it (Jason - J, Becky -B)

J- Hey Becky!

B- hey Jason!

J- I thought you might wanna hang out I have great news I'll come over to you and I'll tell you!

B- oh now you're making me excited and curious thanks so much and ok I'll see you in a few bye!

J- bye!

Oh sorry guys I never introduced myself to you properly my name is Becky Grant and I'm 17 from Miami I live here and my parents I'd rather not talk about it. "Hey Becky" Jason walked in and hugged me "hey J" "you won't believe what I got" "tell me tell me tell me" he laughs at my childish behaviour "I GOT AUSTIN MAHONE TICKETS WITH M&G TICKETS" my jaw dropped and fire visible in my eyes oh no, oh no, oh no I don't want to see that jerk that turned my life upside down if you haven't figured it out Austin Mahone is my ex he cheated on me with some slut he was drunk but I don't care he cheated on me I hate him so much and Jason doesn't know about it "Becky are you ok?" Jason snapped me out of my thoughts "yeah I'm ok" "alright the concert is in 2 days and we are front row" I tried to think of a lie oh just go with classic "I'm busy sorry" I hated lying to my own best friend but I can't see him again and worst of all we are front row oh no oh no front row he can see me please buy the lie "come on please" I can't say no to him I'll go but I'll have to avoid Austin which will be impossible since its his concert but I have to try. Jason walked me home it was 6 o'clock I hugged him and left I walked upstairs and had a bath I smell like coffee not that I don't like coffee. I sat down and went through Twitter I decided to check some news on Austin I typed in his name and apparently he's been rumoured to be dating Becky G and Camila Cabello I hope he's dating one of them because I don't want him to get back with me. *concert day* oh ok this is it this might be officially the worst day of my life I got changed into a black crop top with high waisted red shorts with red vans and my hair in a messy bun and light coated make up I took my phone and went downstairs to meet Jason "ready to go" he asked I nodded "yeah" *skip car ride* right now we are in line at the M&G we were the last in line I let Jason in front of me since I don't wanna see Austin first Jason was next my heart was beating out of my chest my palms were sweaty I was light headed but not enough to pass out I was scared then I felt a tap on my shoulder and joe Austins bodyguard say "next" I nodded I go inside this tent that has been set up he was smiling until he saw me sadness and guilt flooded through his eyes I walked over to him and said "hi" and looked at the ground he said it back I called Jason to take a picture with us because I'm not comfortable with him right now he came in he stood between me and austin and we looked at the camera as I kissed his cheek as we were walking out he kissed my cheek and said "thank you so much for coming" he put his hand around my waist and I laid my head on his shoulder I heard footsteps like someone is running after us I felt a strong grip around my wrist I could recognise it any where. He spun me around and Jason said "what do you want? Why you holding her hand like that?" Austin looked at him and then looked at me with anger and jealousy in his eyes WOW BACK THE TRUCK JEALOUSY? HE STILL LIKES ME? NO WAY? He snapped me out my thoughts when he said "look Becky I love you I never stopped and never will I should never have kissed that slut I was drunk" "NO Austin, you're too late you should have said that early you kissed a girl but I'm over you please move on" "look I missed you so much I can't see him put his hand around your waist and and watch him or make you laugh that should be me I can't see him kiss your cheek that should be me, taking you to concerts that should be me I love you I'm sorry I'll never move on I love you too much to forget you" "I can never trust you can I'm sorry but you left for 1 year" I was gonna turn around and walk away but he smashed his lips on mine he soft plum lips that leaves you wanting more it's like a drug oh how I missed them NO NO BECKY YOU DONT LIKE HIM!! then why you kissing back! I haven't realised I was kissing back till now I pulled away he stared in to my eyes and said "forgive me?" I can't say no don't say no he loves you "yes" his face lit up "ok I better be going" I turned away and walked with Jason to the concert "hey wait want to come my dressing" Jason started to jump around and before I could say anything Jason cut in and said "we'd love to" I laughed at his childish behaviour we walked to his dressing room we sat down and talked until the door opened and Camila Cabello was there she hugged austin and said "hey" he laughed and said "hey" she kissed his cheek and said "I just wanted to say good luck babe" he kissed her cheek and said "thanks" I felt jealousy and hate boil in my blood I stood up and ran out with Jason walking after me I decided to let Jason go to the concert i shouldn't ruin his day. *after the concert* I stood up and walked out following the crowd of people getting out of here I made it to the middle and I realised I was being squished and I was gasping for air slowly everything went black.