Ryza was so shocked when she saw me. She really looks cute when she’s doing that ‘what look?’. She can’t believe I’m in front of her now. She even scratched her eyes and tapped her face twice to make sure this is not a dream. Sino ba naman kasing di magugulat sa ginawa ko. Hehe. Oh well, Mahal ko, you’re not dreaming. This is real. Very real. I’m here now.
Her face doesn’t change much, still the same old pretty cute face i fell into since then, since we were young. But her body, oh my days!! Is this really her?! Di ko na natiis. I hugged her tight. Kissed the side of her head. Ang bango niya. She smelled like the sweetest flower. She embraced me back. I felt that she missed me too. I held her tighter like i don’t wanna let her go.
“I missed you so much, Ryza.”
We’ve been in that position for about two minutes. Maya maya i felt some water dripping off my shoulders. What the— She was crying. Why is she crying? Did she miss me that much? Galit pa rin ba siya saken dahil sa ginawa ko sa kanya? Noooo, i think di naman ganun kalaki kasalanan ko sa kanya e. Wala lang toh, magugulatin lang tong Mahal ko kaya siguro she cried. Hinagod ko yung likod niya para huminahon siya. But she pushed me away from her with force.
O_O Me.
“Ang lakas din naman ng loob mong mapakita saken pagtapos ng mga ginawa mo no?! Sh*t Andrew! Di mo ba alam kung gaano kasakit yun? Ilang beses mo na kong pinaasa, niloko, at yung huli?! Mawawala ka na lang parang bula? You unfriended me on facebook and blocked me! Deleted me on skype! Yung friendship naten tinapon mo lang! Wala kang paramdam for a year. Bakit mo pa sinabi na mahal mo ko, kung mawawala ka lang, sinungaling ka! Paulit ulit na lang! Niloko mo ko! Ano masaya ka ba sa mga babae mo? Nakailan ka ba ulit? 6? 7? 20?! Liar! Idiot! Napakasama mo!”
Her tears were overflowing through her cheeks. I don’t know what to say, how will I start explaining, all this time, nasaktan ko pala siya. I was about to hug her again dahil di ako makasingit sa mga sinasabi niya, yun na lang ata paraan ko para iparamdam sa kanya that I am really sorry for what I did, I didn’t know I’ve hurt her that much. Nakalunok ata ng machine gun tong babaeng to. Wala parin siyang tigil and she kept on beating my chest. She was really hurt. Pero mas malakas padin ako, now i’m hugging her. Pumapalag parin siya.
“Let go andrew, Let go!! Uuwi na ko, di ko na hahayaang saktan mo pa ko ulit.” Pahina ng pahina ang boses niya habang sinasabi niya yun. I felt her pain. Nanghina na siya at di na pumalag pa sa yakap ko.
“Shhhhhhh, I’m sorry ryza, i’m really sorry. I didn’t know you were that hurt. Promise Mahal, i will make it up to you.” Medyo kumalma siya after i said those words. Humiwalay siya sa yakap ko ng marahan.
-_- She.
“Tigilan mo ko ng kaka-English mo dyan!” Siya.
^_^ Me.
Napangiti ako. Natawa ko, ayaw niya parin ng kinakausap ko siya ng English because of my accent. Haha. Her face went straight. Ok na ba kame?
?_? Me.
“Jerk!”. Malutong niyang sabi. Humugot lang pala. She held my collar and pulled me closer to her. Ganda niya parin kahit nagagalit. And her lips. uhhmmm. I could kiss her all day.
“You think im gonna believe you again?!” Sabay tulak ulit saken.
O_O Me.
“Gago ka!!! Di mo na ko ulit maloloko!! Uuwi na ko, ihinto niyo tong sasakyan, Manong Driver!! Ihinto niyo please!!” That shout made me awake from my day dream. She said that histerically. She begun beating me again.
“Manong wag niyo pong ihihinto! drive lang!” I’m now shouting as well. Ang bigat ng kamay ng babaeng to. Finally i got her arms and locked it together with my hands. Pumapalag parin siya. I don’t know what do to stop her kaya—
“Tsuppppp!”
to be continued…
