Would You Love Me Anyway?

Would you love me anyway?

If I can't share my love.

If I can't say how beautiful think you are.

If I can't say thank you for all that you have done.

If I can't smile in your happy eyes.

If I can't shut my tongue from stabbing your soul.

If I can't scream when I need you.

If I can't whisper how much I love you. 

If I can't speak with love to your ears.

If I can't tell you how I taste you in my dreams.

If I can't tell you how you save my life every day.

If I can't say how you make me breath.

If I can't say I couldn't be alive without you.

If I can't tell you how big your world is to me.

If I can't say how much your dreams mean to me.

If I can't apologize for every tear I cause.

If I can't stop my throat from expressing my rage.

If I can't let go of my pride long enough to let you in.

If I can't say I have no self control.

If I can't tell you how much I hate myself.

If I can't say how broken I feel.

If I can't say thank you for all your mending.

If I can't tell you that you are my life.

If I can't say I only breath for you.

If I can't chase you when I make you run.

If I can't say how much I didn't mean what I said.

If I can't get off my high horse even for you.

If I can't back down in a pointless battle.

If I can't say how much I want to quit.

If I can't say how sorry I am for all the things I have said.

If I can't express my sorrow for all the times I pushed you away when all you cared about was me.

If I can't say I'm sorry for all the pain I've pushed on you.

If I can't say I'm sorry for all the times I wouldn't respond.

If I can't express how much I always need you.

If I can't show you that you are my only.

If I can't tell you I pray for you every night.

If I can't say how often I dream of your sweet love you unconditionally give to me.

If I can't express thank you for giving your life to me.

If I can't say I don't give a damn about myself.

If I can't say the only reason I ever cry is over you.

If I can't say your the only place I have a heart.

If I can't let myself go even to save our love.

Tell me...

Would you love me anyway?

(From December 23rd, 2018)