I'm "ok"

chapter one, the start

There is a girl, she was happy and had many friends. But that all changed, this is her back story on what happened that made her drastically change. This story starts when she was in elementary, she was in 4th grade. She was happy but didn't like going home because of her sister. If you like to find out what she does to her keep on reading.

I just got this journal and I wanted to introduce myself, my name is ivy. Today is a great day as every day I had fun at school. The thing I hate about having to go home is my sister she teases me every day and I just defend myself and say something back to her. I don't let it get to my head because I know it is all fake and I am not ugly and other things like that, but she only does it once a day so it's not bad.

I got to school at 8 and play for a bit before going to class with my friends. Once I go to class I do the boring things I always do and learn about a few subjects first. At recess, I play at the playgrounds and met with my friends and make many jokes and have fun, I got snack but that really doesn't matter much. what matters is me playing with my friends and having so much fun I played on the bars, monkey bars, swings, and on this thing that you hold onto and get pushed onto the other side and back. I love school because I get to talk to my friends and get to play with them every day, but the only thing I don't like is having to go to class.

this is how most of her days kept going she was happy and loved being around her friends and was active. She liked school she had fun and was happy but the older she got the less happy she was. But that will come in sooner. Some days she was slowly but Shurley starting to doubt herself. She tried to ignore it and say it was nothing but it kept coming back. she didn't write this in her journal because she was scared if someone would find this and read it.

she skipped the days that she felt like that because she didn't want to write anything. a few days passed and she felt confident enough to write about how she felt in her journal.

I'm sorry I haven't been updating in a few days. I have been scared to write in here, but here I am. I have been feeling a bit down I don't know why but I have gotten over it. I'm not going to write much but I just want to say to my future self hopefully you read this and are better. goodbye for a month or so I wish I could write more but there isn't really anything else to write about