The journey of a fallen leader

Nevellis

      Kilo didn't know how long he'd been walking. He's tired sure but it would be worth it. He'd see his Nevy again. He missed Nevellis. And now he would see him again. He had been imprisoned for a year and three months according to some random person he encountered on his travels.

     He knew he was close. The forest was all too familiar. He knew what every tree was and all of the markings of the past. He was happy. Hopefully Nevellis would forgive him. Maybe he shouldn't tell Nevellis about it. After all its not like he needed to tell Nevellis no one besides him and Matt knew. So who would tell him?

    Matt wasn't here and was probably to scared of Nevellis to. Kilo questioned how this universe worked. Just because of Nevellis's title they didn't trust him and saw him as evil when in reality he was one of the nicest people Kilo had ever met. He was one of the nicest people Kilo had ever met. He had a very tender heart. Always cared whenever a living person or animal got hurt.  He was probably very concerned for Kilo.

     Kilo wondered if Nevellis had tried to look for him. He most likely did. He was probably really worried wasn't he? Kilo felt guilty now. It wasn't even his fault he disappeared it was the ones in higher power. He missed a year and three months. He could have been with Nevellis then. What if.. No. He wouldn't think about that. It didn't matter right now. He'd surprise Nevellis by returning and they could be happy again. That's what mattered.  Getting to his boyfriend and apologizing for leaving.

     He would make it to Nevellis. He would and then Nevellis would be happy. And he'd be happy because Nevellis would be happy.  And thats's all that mattered was him being happy.m Thats what he wanted and he would make sure that happened. He was one of the most important people to Kilo.

      
       Besides Kysura but... There was nothing Kilo could do for Kysura anymore. He... was dead. Could he have prevented Kysura's death? He didn't know. He missed Kysura he had for a long time. But he loved Nevellis. And Kysura.  But only one was alive so he would devote everything to them until he died or  Nevellis died. That was Kilo's main goal. Make sure Nevellis was happy and they had a good relationship. Oh and start a fashion business. That was another thing. Maybe Nevellis would help. He probably would knowing Nevellis. 

         Nevellis was very helpful. He'd always do something if it meant he was doing something good. Kilo felt bad. Nevellis felt as if he proved everyone wrong they would stop seeing him how they see him and maybe think he was a good person and his title was a lie. It wasn't his fault that he was chosen for a job he never wanted. The deer fox boy was innocent after all. It wasn't his fault he was chosen for this life.

       A deer fox turned human by the gods of that world. Not that Kilo believed they were gods. They were just people with powers who were considered that of a higher title. He didn't believe what they were. But apparently so was Nevellis. So? Nevellis was an innocent boy and he shouldn't be considered that should he? No. He shouldn't. He didn't want this and he should be able to choose his life. Even if it meant hurting Kilo. It might but Kilo doubted it. Nevellis was too innocent to hurt him on purpose.
 
    Maybe he'd make a new tailcoat for Nevellis seeing how much he enjoyed it. Yes. Thats what he would do. Nevellis would love that seeing how much he loved the first one he made him. And a new fedora. Nevellis loved fedoras. Those would be the perfect gifts. Maybe he'd also get Nevellis some of his favorite foods. Yea. That would be nice for him wouldn't it. He'd be happy. He'd hopefully enjoy the gifts. Hopefully Nevellis didn't feel like he owed Kilo anything. Although some gifts would be nice. Wouldn't they?

          They would. He would go to a shop and buy Nevellis some gifts because that would make him happy. He wished he had more time to make Kysura happy... No. Kilo stopped mid thought. He didn't want to make himself cry because he was upset on the day he was supposed to meet Nevellis again. He would make him happy and that's what mattered.  If he could make it up to Nevellis that's what mattered.

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         He finished shopping and getting what he needed. He had left the forest for a bit to get what he needed for Nevellis and now he was back in it. He  also spotted a crow which were rare in these parts.
         He was almost there. Soon he'd see his Nevellis again and that would make all of this worth it. Seeing how happy Nevellis would be to see him. Being able to hug and kiss Nevellis again. Just being with Nevellis again. That would be enough for him.

         He kept waking until he reached Nevellis's house like building where they stayed together for awhile. Nevellis should still be here. It had a lot of sentimental value. He taught Nevellis to dance in there. Helping him with all sorts of thing.

      Kilo missed him a lot but now he would see him again. Soon he would see his beloved boyfriend and be reunited. That's all he wanted right now. Nevellis would love that too. Hopefully. He wouldn't worry about the future yet just about seeing him. That's all that mattered right now to him.

     Kilo approached the house just as ten crows flew by. He stood a bit surprised by them. And then he walked into the house that held so much sentimental value to him. It was where he first taught Nevellis how to dance. They'd dance again soon. He smiled. Kilo couldn't wait.

    But as soon as he looked in the kitchen his heart sank. He saw... Nevellis and another man making out. He didn't see his stuff anywhere. It was gone.

        His Nevellis has forgotten him. He didn't want to be there anymore. He ran off and back into town.

      He could now understand why they called Nevellis the god of evil and malice. He gave everything he bought to some random person on the street. He didn't have any use for it anymore they could have it.

       He lay on a bench and cried. Why would Nevellis do that? He didn't care for Kilo anymore that's why. Kilo cried himself to sleep just as a familiar face walked by.

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