Fallin for you

more drama

aubreys POV:

i wiped all my makeup off.

"he doesnt deserve you hannah"

i said as i looked over to her. she was still bawling. i felt bad she was taking this hard. i hugged her again.

"hes an asshole you know that"

"no hes not, hes acting like one but that really isnt who he is"

im proud of her. shes sticking up for her man who just cheated on her.

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today was weird. at lunch me and hannah sat together alone at a random table. i didnt buy lunch. i awed at hannahs food.

"aubrey why dont you get something?"

"no no im fine"

my stomach growled.

"aubrey did you eat breakfast"

i shook my head no.

"aubrey you cant just not eat anything"

"hannah im fine"

she squinted her eyes at me

"dont tell me your starving yourself..."

"hannah im not starving myself!"

i got up and went to the bathroom. i sat in the stall. few seconds later someone walked in. i figured it was another girl. then they banged on my stall.

"aubrey open this door right now"

harry said pissed. i didnt move and he banged again which made me jump.

"aubrey"

i unlocked the door and he pushed it open. he dragged me up and into the main part of the bathroom.

"why are you doing this to yourself"

"i dont know what your talking about"

"not eating"

"im not not eating"

"yes you are"

"how would you know"

"um because a, you havent been eating at home and b hannah said you skipped breakfast AND lunch"

"just dont worry about it"

i began to walk away and he spun me around.

"why do you act like i dont care? because i do care. oh a shit load i care. and i love you, and theres not a day i dont regret what the hell i did back then. i hate myself every day for it and we havent been able to talk this out. and if this is where you wanna listen to me then so be it. but i will not let you do this to yourself!"

he said getting choked up with tears in his eyes.

"harry, i love you so much but i just cant get over the fact you cheated! and it hurts me every time and i wanna pretend like it didnt happen but i know it did. and i wish it didnt. and when i saw sean, it reminded me of everything. and see this?"

i lifted up my shirt with tears streaming down my face.

"i hate this! and i want it gone! and this is the way im doing it!"

"but aubrey theres so many other ways we can approach this together!"

i ran my fingers through my silk straight hair.

"i cant harry"

"you cant what"

"this is all too much"

"what are you saying"

"its not what youre thinking. i cant do this without you"

"you think i can either?"

thats when we kissed. it was passionate and slow and meaningful. it wasnt making up. but it was a start.

i went back into the lunch room and got a small lunch. a chicken salad and a bag of chips and some water. sense i missed the lunch period i told me and harrys teacher what had happened and we ate lunch with the freshmen. i ate all my lunch and was still hungry. i looked at harrys food and he tossed his tray over. i ate the rest of his burger and fries.

"thanks"

"you know your not fat right"

"yeah i know i just hate the fat"

"its normal to have that. you just had a baby."

"hes almost a year old."

"yeah i know but it takes a while to loose it"

i shurgged my shoulders and we walked back up to class and finished the day.

me and harry really needed some time to talk but im worried about hannah.

"hannah are you okay?"

she shrugged.

"do you wanna come over after school"

she shook her head no. but i knew she had to break.

"are you sure"

"you and harry need some time, please ill be fine"

then i knew she was lying.