Devil,
I fucking need you
why can't you see that?
why are you so blind when it comes to me?
you helped pulled me together
made me a better person
than what I was
I adored you
I loved you so violently
but such love I have
it's turning violent
even when I see your tired face
I just want to kiss you
and hold you tight
but you don't want that
so I control myself
anytime you're in my eyesight
now I'm having to hide my shaking
hide my red eyes
and the feeling like I'm slowly dying
escaping from class
just to hide in the bathroom
hoping no one walks in
because I can't explain what's going on
I can't explain that I want to break
every fucking mirror around me
cut open my hand
until I only see blood
because I only see you
I fucking need you
and you just left
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The Devil's Love-Ridden Abuse II POETRY Second Edition
PoetryAsh stains on my jeans you're still on my mind cherry on my skin you're still there pain doesn't block you out freezing hands shaking body withdrawals from your warmth butt burning my fingertips burning my lips dying to feel you again strike the...
