I want to erase
every picture of me
from every picture frame
and every film roll
they're only holding
or standing beside a ghost
I will never return
to my previous state
believe me Devil, I've tried
I've begun to question everyone
and everything
most likely for the best
but no longer am I secure
in my relationships
I want to erase my existence
any trace of it
no, it's not directly your fault
that I've been feeling this way
but ever since you've left my life
nothing seems right anymore
arrogant and snappy
cold and distant
twisted and terrifying
I want to erase every moment
I ever made someone smile
ever made someone laugh
even you, Devil
I want to erase myself
from everything
no I don't want to die
that's not the extent of my meanings here
I only want to cease to exist
to disappear from this timeline
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The Devil's Love-Ridden Abuse II POETRY Second Edition
PoetryAsh stains on my jeans you're still on my mind cherry on my skin you're still there pain doesn't block you out freezing hands shaking body withdrawals from your warmth butt burning my fingertips burning my lips dying to feel you again strike the...
